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I caved in. I had a panic attack during class today--crying and shaking. I'm going home. Home sweet home.
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summer:
I'm thinking of you sweetheart kiss I hope you're alright x
anishka:
thank you for the friend request..it made me happy! love love love
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My mom and I are so much alike. I've been emailing her in my distress, feeling like an immature, irrational piece of shit. She emailed me this today:
"You didn't get your hair or your teeth until after
most kids did. You walked early. You read early. You
didn't learn to drive for the first year practically.
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triplesixer:
Winners and tough people cry too. Stay tough. Keep that hair and those teeth. They might be worth something someday.
juno106:
Aww, sorry your so sad. I think next time you goto Europe you should bring a pack of your friends with you.

You're lucky you get along with your mom so well. I have nothing in comman with my mom. We love each other but the relationship stops there.

Ok, you asked about the toilet seat thing so I will answer. Normally I would avoid such topics.

My fear of toilet seats has a bit to do with germs, but my bigger fear is whats under the seat. Its been more then once that I have found a surprise while lifting the seat up, both yellow and brown kinds. I also one saw a documentary on rats and they kept showing rating coming out of toilets I just dont want to be seated if that happens.
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Ugh.

I'm a wreck right now. I feel like I just started from page one again. I am trying to keep my head up, but it's hard.

I don't know why this being abroad thing is so difficult for me. I know everything is going to be perfectly fine with Brian and I, if not better. I know that I'll have home forever again in...
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akira069:
you are very welcome kiss he's an amazing writer and you should read his others. very profound. smile
mat8drb:
Homesick. Plus, you must miss him. (States the blindingly obvious). But five weeks shouldn't be too long and keeping busy and more cliches....etc. Just, y'know, keep together? smile *hugs*

Once again, I apologise for our strange habits. Plus, certain places don't have a good reputation when it comes to even the common cold.

EDIT:Spelling.

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Ugh.

I'm a wreck right now. I feel like I just started from page one again. I am trying to keep my head up, but it's hard.

I don't know why this being abroad thing is so difficult for me. I know everything is going to be perfectly fine with Brian and I, if not better. I know that I'll have home forever again in...
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thewalkingdead:
Ha thanks...

just checked your set...FUCK YEA ATREYU!
krrn:
awww, count down! That's awsome that you're studying abroad-- I need to go ahead and take advantage of that.

She's really excited about the show too, I think she'll have a good time. Especially because she'll get to speak english to people for a little bit. lol biggrin
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In just a handful of hours I'll have him with me. We'll fall asleep all cuddled up. I'll be curled up like a little fetus, poking him with my knees. He'll be snoring in my face. And it will be perfect.

You probably won't hear too much from me this coming week.

Love,
Monroe
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mat8drb:
You clearly are having *the fun* biggrin
<mr burns voice> Excellent </mr burns voice>

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monica:
awwwww kiss
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Heyguesswhat? It is technically Friday here now, which means that Brian will be here TOMORROW! Kissing! Cuddling! Sex! Not having to sleep alone! Someone to snore with! Oh man...I need that boy in my life for always. Seriously. I have never met anyone like him before, and I never will. Nothing is ever going to drag me away from him for so long again. Ever....
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meatwad:
no they only way to see it is from the internet unfortunatly.

I doubt most people would get the humour in it
juno106:
I went out to go buy one of the knives the next day. The knife was huge. Basicly double handed size. The one I was going to get had Elvis pictures all over it. Not only was it Elvise it was early Vegas elvis, before he got fat but he was wearing the shades and the wierd white jumpsuit. Well, when I got to the store they had already sold them. I think some stoner went in and had to have it. To bad it came with a stand I thought it would look nice on the fireplace.

Glad to see you found SisterVanian she is my favorite person.


I know your having fun with your boy..
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natalie:
you are the fucking cutest.

~Natalie
neverdie41:
half dressed gal with a pbr in her hand....cant go wrong with that love
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If I've counted correctly, in seven weeks time I'm home. Please don't think that I'm not enjoying myself here, because I do have some good times. But home is truly where my heart is. If I haven't gained anything else here, I can at least say that I have a new appreciation for home and I've realized that maybe my life wasn't so bad before....
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juno106:
I lived in Whales for a bit and I lived in southern Germany for a bit. I"ve been all over Euroup, To many to mention, but I loved Rome and I love Northern Europe. Romans and other Medertarainians have a life about them that is unlike any other culture. I was often asked to move in with families wile I was there. I should have taken some of them up on it but I was younger and the idea of living with someones family that I met while drinking near the Spanish steps seemed to wierd for my American self.

I love the sensabuility of Northern Europians. Theire openess and liberal ways sit well with me. I think thats one of the Reasons I want to go to Belgium. After all it's far away from Bush smile



My favorite person in the whole world SisterVanian is From Manchester. So together we are pretty inernational. You would like her she is a writer and a make up arist that has worked a on a few videos. Your welcome to say hello if you want.
vegas:
i know what you mean about being home sick...there's jsut some stuff you can't replace and obviously you canforget replacing friends.
have lived in cologne germany for 3 years now and at the beginning it was very tough and lonely but now i've met the best bunch of pirates ever!but i still miss london and it will always be my true home..
the thing i miss the most is not being able to know this town like the back of my hand..

anyway....what i actually wanted to say is that i only just got round to seeing your set and i love it so much that you are now one of my fave sgs!congrats on the great set you're gorgeous
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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Last night was seriously hysterical. We went to Bar Rumba, got pretty drunk due to two-for-one drink specials, and assumed new identities. Kristyn said she was 34 with a PhD and a seven-year-old child. I said I was seventeen but had a fake ID. We were cousins from LA. People actually believed us. And then some guy who was divorced pulled his wedding ring out...
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adrock1212:
At least you are a cute complainer.

stina511:
Congrats, on your new set that went up!! It was very nice!! smile
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abevigoda:
Shithead. wink tongue
summer:
Lovely photo's hun smile and yes, manchester is a really cool place..you should definatly come and visit! Whenever i go into town I have to visit the pancake house though. hehe.
x