monovox

Happy Freakin' New Year!

*SMOOCH*

(Please form a line, single file. Jackies first, but after that; first come first served. )

I can see the crack
a dribble of light
run. run. run.
while you can
while I can
no time to waste
it is upon us

I'm changing this entry to erase the past. I have to let go. Holding on to certian things is more habit than anything. I am excited for the next step... to get back what I triaged when everything was falling apart. I can feel it. It's not without pain. But rebirth hardly ever comes without its incomfortable moments. The new year comes at the right...
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Merry (whatever get's you off)Day to you all!



I'm off to seattle and points north.

I think that I might be burning out.

I have been working so hard for so long. Sometimes it is hard to get that foot to go in front of the other. I don't want to be burnt out, but does sheer will have anything to do with it. I have become so leveraged in self-imposed responsibility that it's hard to see though the murk...
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We had our office party last night and it turned out ok. I drank allot. And then I drank more. I don't think that I did anything embarrassing. My ex called me as we were leaving and I ended up meeting her for a late dinner. We went to this great little Italian place in the pearl district that I didn't know about. it was...
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I'm not feeling so hot.


Probably the emotional rollercoaster and the booze and all the other various forms of self abuse...


hmmm. ya think?!?



(anybody wanna cheer me up?)

I am verrrrrry, verrrrrrry tired. This day has been me trying to hold back a mountian of stress back all day. I really just want to go out and get smashed... I have an early morning though.

aaaaaaaaaaarggh. Fuck it. I deserve a teeny tiny little break from reality don't I.

I sit happy.

No real reason.

Just happy.

I'm not asking questions.