Life is strange. That's all I really can say. But the sun is out (kinda... it's oregon) and I think that I'll be taking the long way to the coast on the motorcycle today. adios.
Hung over.
a barrel.
the edge.
bleary strains and quelching light.
foggy possibilities sifted through.
most disgarded. yet this one?
hand wandered. lips learning.
yes...
clarity emerges.
latent touches tingle.
closed eyes smile.
trouble.
I can still feel you.
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later, now with some coffee in me and a head not nearly so clouded by remnant stale whisky vapors... and I think that I was...
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a barrel.
the edge.
bleary strains and quelching light.
foggy possibilities sifted through.
most disgarded. yet this one?
hand wandered. lips learning.
yes...
clarity emerges.
latent touches tingle.
closed eyes smile.
trouble.
I can still feel you.
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later, now with some coffee in me and a head not nearly so clouded by remnant stale whisky vapors... and I think that I was...
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blanket me sweet nurse
and keep me from burnin'
I must get back
to the woods dear girls
I must get back to the woods
in the bloody elevator rising for their first cup of tea of the day
when does sky turn into space
and air into wind?
the only things
I really need
is water, a gun, and rabbits
let me rest
my...
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and keep me from burnin'
I must get back
to the woods dear girls
I must get back to the woods
in the bloody elevator rising for their first cup of tea of the day
when does sky turn into space
and air into wind?
the only things
I really need
is water, a gun, and rabbits
let me rest
my...
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nisi:
trs bon mon ami. you never cease to amaze me!!!
merci
merci
merci
i love when you write to me. i hope everything is good for you in love and light.
xoxo nisi
i think of you with lune too! i think of you with me. i think of me and my black jack davi.
[Edited on May 15, 2003]
merci
i love when you write to me. i hope everything is good for you in love and light.
xoxo nisi
i think of you with lune too! i think of you with me. i think of me and my black jack davi.
[Edited on May 15, 2003]
I couldn't help it... I tried to stay away. But here I am. *sigh*
It's funny that I came back for the same reasons that I left. My life is a series of cycles searching for balance finding myself in places that are same-same... but different.
At least I don't have to bug my lil' brother to check the site using his account anymore... that...
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It's funny that I came back for the same reasons that I left. My life is a series of cycles searching for balance finding myself in places that are same-same... but different.
At least I don't have to bug my lil' brother to check the site using his account anymore... that...
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alyssum:
Voltaire was actually why I joined this site, I wish I could have been here in that era. Ah well, better late than never. 
miss_piss:
blushing is good
Spring in oregon is a sight to be seen. The hibernation of the light ends and sleepy souls step out of their front doors wiping the sleep from their eyes. The morning sun starts to dry the soggy bones. I have thrown open all of my windows and doors and am sweeping the long winter out with the buildup of dust and dog hair. I...
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user8935778:
youre gone. but ill be in touch. touch. heheheeh touch touch touch.
kimmi:
I dont have your email David....oh noooooooooooooo
Right now I am brimming full of energy. Sexual energy. Not the horny kind, but the intense sexual being kind. Where you feel so alive that you almost can't even stand it. You feel 50 feet tall and untouchable. You walk with huge strides and sing the voice of great bravado. My gaze is loaded and my whisper is charged. The energy eminates...so much so...
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tigersaint:
i live for that feeling.
i can feel it coming on. do you think it might be the small bits of spring that are poking through our pac-northwest sky?
the flowers are opening up and hanging heavy off trees, full of rain.
my favorite are the ones that look like tea cups, spilling over onto the street.
i can feel it coming on. do you think it might be the small bits of spring that are poking through our pac-northwest sky?
the flowers are opening up and hanging heavy off trees, full of rain.
my favorite are the ones that look like tea cups, spilling over onto the street.
nisi:
trouble isn't so bad.
those pulled by it's attraction, what do they smell like? you want to devour them, non? fantastique! new moon watch out! i believe in the loaded gaze, i look for it.
whispers, nisi
those pulled by it's attraction, what do they smell like? you want to devour them, non? fantastique! new moon watch out! i believe in the loaded gaze, i look for it.
whispers, nisi
I've had some good days off and all to myself. Although it is good, I am very prone to living too much in my head. It is difficult to to come out of when I come back to civilization. I think that I need things in my life to be a little more concrete for a time. Ah shit, who knows what I need. I...
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user8935778:
im coming over. ill be there for dinner. i want curry.
autumn:
I hate coming to these kind of realizations. Its sometimes good to just be numb about everything and not know whats goin on. Sometimes it's too much. Everyone want's to be happy.. I think it's overratted cause when u finally are happy you don't realize it till your not anymore. Good luck to you. Im glad u like the new hair but It has changed again.


I seem to have napped all afternoon. I haven't done this in years. Quite the luxury for me. I tend not to nap much as many times I don't fully come out of dream state and am tre grumpy if I have to be social. I would prefer to linger in dreamstate most of the time anyway (some would say that in some ways I...
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tigersaint:
really, you are far too nice to me.
linz:
blah! i typed this whole long ass comment and then it got erased. blast! anyway, i was just saying...yes...yes..indeed.
The horra'...The horra'
miss_magenta:
i hear you on that...
very creative i must say! *hugs*
very creative i must say! *hugs*
miss_piss:
wow
now...that is something that needs treatment...
very interesting
now...that is something that needs treatment...
very interesting
i am jumping out of my skin. a manic burning alive from the inside. unsated fire. boiling, surging emotions. i can feel the intensity eminating from my eyes. maybe it's just the full moon. i need to sleep and find peace..
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*twitch-twitch*
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Morning... I am exhausted, bleary eyed. I'm not even quite sure what the hell that was all about...
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*twitch-twitch*
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Morning... I am exhausted, bleary eyed. I'm not even quite sure what the hell that was all about...
miss_piss:
uhm...anything the nurse could help you with?
nisi:
perhaps you are a werewolf my dear.
nie
will you pick me up some new spanish leather?