I could tell you the tale of this day, but you would not believe me.
You would read it and say that I am spinning a yarn, a story of gross proportions that could not possibly be true.
Never in my life have I had a day that fit, puzzle piece, together as today in such a surreal, raw and mindblowing way.
I sat at...
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You would read it and say that I am spinning a yarn, a story of gross proportions that could not possibly be true.
Never in my life have I had a day that fit, puzzle piece, together as today in such a surreal, raw and mindblowing way.
I sat at...
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thurs.
I am finally feeling the sun is here to stay for a time. I spent time this afternoon sitting in the sun overlooking the river and it felt great. Color is coming back to my translucent white skin. I am finally feeling like I can plan rain free time!!! Motorcycle trips amd overnight romps outside, Oh my!
I am still looking for suggestions for...
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I am finally feeling the sun is here to stay for a time. I spent time this afternoon sitting in the sun overlooking the river and it felt great. Color is coming back to my translucent white skin. I am finally feeling like I can plan rain free time!!! Motorcycle trips amd overnight romps outside, Oh my!
I am still looking for suggestions for...
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monovox:
misc. crap
thurs-
I am charged.
bursting.
full to the brim.
my eyes burn deep
full of intensity.
my skin is flush.
pacing back and forth
Insatiable hunger
manic desire...
volatile, I can hardly stand it.
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fri-
suicide is painless, it brings on many changes... but it is also so damn final. So... I decided on a Root Canal first thing this morning instead.
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I...
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I am charged.
bursting.
full to the brim.
my eyes burn deep
full of intensity.
my skin is flush.
pacing back and forth
Insatiable hunger
manic desire...
volatile, I can hardly stand it.
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fri-
suicide is painless, it brings on many changes... but it is also so damn final. So... I decided on a Root Canal first thing this morning instead.
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I...
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siv:
thank yew! yeah, i got them about two months ago, so they didn't make the first set, but will definitely be featured prominently in my newest one 
they're based on aubrey beardsley monogrammed key designs from the turn of the century.
pretty words, mister! margaritas with the salt on the rim of the glass=heaven!
they're based on aubrey beardsley monogrammed key designs from the turn of the century.
pretty words, mister! margaritas with the salt on the rim of the glass=heaven!
nisi:
so beautiful!
i can imagine how beautiful it would be on that front porch, watching the waxing moon - avec tu.
she was the one who started this, non? and the wind, and the river, and the crows. and the angels. and love.
nisi
[Edited on Jun 04, 2003]
i can imagine how beautiful it would be on that front porch, watching the waxing moon - avec tu.
she was the one who started this, non? and the wind, and the river, and the crows. and the angels. and love.
nisi[Edited on Jun 04, 2003]
So things are a little better. I am still feeling a bit fuzzy in the noggin though. I don't have the usual focus or balance of mind that I like... oh well. such is life. I am trying to pull out 4 days off for the memorial day weekend so that will be good. I need it.
right now it's a nice warm evening, I...
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miss_magenta:
hey you.. long time no talk.
take care. *hugs*
take care. *hugs*
alyssum:
Yes indeed, time off is a wonderful thing. 
The beach was sooo beautiful! How'd you spend your 4 days?
The beach was sooo beautiful! How'd you spend your 4 days?I make an attempt to speak, yet my words hang in the air stale and lifeless.
I open my mouth and an arid wind escapes. nothing lays behind the weak wind but a moldering shriveled tongue. I have nothing to say, there are no thoughts. just a dull blank stare and a feeling of never ending falling.
In past weeks, my dreams have slowly dryed...
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I open my mouth and an arid wind escapes. nothing lays behind the weak wind but a moldering shriveled tongue. I have nothing to say, there are no thoughts. just a dull blank stare and a feeling of never ending falling.
In past weeks, my dreams have slowly dryed...
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monovox:
I really need a vacation. A very, very long vacation. and summer. some sustained sun couldn't hurt. Oh and a real good bender would do me well. Ouzo or tequila perhaps. trouble...
nisi:
i suggest you go rent Latcho Drom and pretend...
any suggestions for me?
let's talk again soon. i like that.
nisi
merci.
i would love to watch it with you!
i go back to Sparkle now! she is the best. i am really starting to love this baby horse. she is comfy in her saddle. she is comfy with me too. this is a breakthrough! have a beautiful day ma davi.
[Edited on May 21, 2003]
any suggestions for me?
let's talk again soon. i like that.
nisi
merci.
i would love to watch it with you!
i go back to Sparkle now! she is the best. i am really starting to love this baby horse. she is comfy in her saddle. she is comfy with me too. this is a breakthrough! have a beautiful day ma davi.
[Edited on May 21, 2003]
Life is strange. That's all I really can say. But the sun is out (kinda... it's oregon) and I think that I'll be taking the long way to the coast on the motorcycle today. adios.
nisi:
have a wonderful sunday ride my beautiful black jack davi!!!
will you pick me up some new spanish leather?
nisi
will you pick me up some new spanish leather?
nisiHung over.
a barrel.
the edge.
bleary strains and quelching light.
foggy possibilities sifted through.
most disgarded. yet this one?
hand wandered. lips learning.
yes...
clarity emerges.
latent touches tingle.
closed eyes smile.
trouble.
I can still feel you.
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later, now with some coffee in me and a head not nearly so clouded by remnant stale whisky vapors... and I think that I was...
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a barrel.
the edge.
bleary strains and quelching light.
foggy possibilities sifted through.
most disgarded. yet this one?
hand wandered. lips learning.
yes...
clarity emerges.
latent touches tingle.
closed eyes smile.
trouble.
I can still feel you.
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later, now with some coffee in me and a head not nearly so clouded by remnant stale whisky vapors... and I think that I was...
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blanket me sweet nurse
and keep me from burnin'
I must get back
to the woods dear girls
I must get back to the woods
in the bloody elevator rising for their first cup of tea of the day
when does sky turn into space
and air into wind?
the only things
I really need
is water, a gun, and rabbits
let me rest
my...
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and keep me from burnin'
I must get back
to the woods dear girls
I must get back to the woods
in the bloody elevator rising for their first cup of tea of the day
when does sky turn into space
and air into wind?
the only things
I really need
is water, a gun, and rabbits
let me rest
my...
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nisi:
trs bon mon ami. you never cease to amaze me!!!
mercimercimerci
i love when you write to me. i hope everything is good for you in love and light.
xoxo nisi
i think of you with lune too! i think of you with me. i think of me and my black jack davi.
[Edited on May 15, 2003]
merci
mercimerci
i love when you write to me. i hope everything is good for you in love and light.
xoxo nisi
i think of you with lune too! i think of you with me. i think of me and my black jack davi.
[Edited on May 15, 2003]
I couldn't help it... I tried to stay away. But here I am. *sigh*
It's funny that I came back for the same reasons that I left. My life is a series of cycles searching for balance finding myself in places that are same-same... but different.
At least I don't have to bug my lil' brother to check the site using his account anymore... that...
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It's funny that I came back for the same reasons that I left. My life is a series of cycles searching for balance finding myself in places that are same-same... but different.
At least I don't have to bug my lil' brother to check the site using his account anymore... that...
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alyssum:
Voltaire was actually why I joined this site, I wish I could have been here in that era. Ah well, better late than never. 
miss_piss:
blushing is good
Spring in oregon is a sight to be seen. The hibernation of the light ends and sleepy souls step out of their front doors wiping the sleep from their eyes. The morning sun starts to dry the soggy bones. I have thrown open all of my windows and doors and am sweeping the long winter out with the buildup of dust and dog hair. I...
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user8935778:
youre gone. but ill be in touch. touch. heheheeh touch touch touch.
kimmi:
I dont have your email David....oh noooooooooooooo
Right now I am brimming full of energy. Sexual energy. Not the horny kind, but the intense sexual being kind. Where you feel so alive that you almost can't even stand it. You feel 50 feet tall and untouchable. You walk with huge strides and sing the voice of great bravado. My gaze is loaded and my whisper is charged. The energy eminates...so much so...
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tigersaint:
i live for that feeling.
i can feel it coming on. do you think it might be the small bits of spring that are poking through our pac-northwest sky?
the flowers are opening up and hanging heavy off trees, full of rain.
my favorite are the ones that look like tea cups, spilling over onto the street.
i can feel it coming on. do you think it might be the small bits of spring that are poking through our pac-northwest sky?
the flowers are opening up and hanging heavy off trees, full of rain.
my favorite are the ones that look like tea cups, spilling over onto the street.
nisi:
trouble isn't so bad.
those pulled by it's attraction, what do they smell like? you want to devour them, non? fantastique! new moon watch out! i believe in the loaded gaze, i look for it.
whispers, nisi
those pulled by it's attraction, what do they smell like? you want to devour them, non? fantastique! new moon watch out! i believe in the loaded gaze, i look for it.
whispers, nisi