woah -
i think my computer is trying to tell me someting. today when i logged in, i found that one my "favorites" had been changed to Missy. maybe my computer feels it has better tast than i do.
or did i do something wrong and this is sg's way of telling me that big brother (or should i say big Missy) is watching?
oh...
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i think my computer is trying to tell me someting. today when i logged in, i found that one my "favorites" had been changed to Missy. maybe my computer feels it has better tast than i do.
or did i do something wrong and this is sg's way of telling me that big brother (or should i say big Missy) is watching?
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so im supposed to be writing a paper right now. its been a very long time since ive had to do home work. a verry long time. so instead of analyzing the recording process of a kick drum, im eating brownies and geeking out on the internet.
vastad:
what is the paper about? what are you studying?
obsidian_:
ha i should be re-learning all the bones in the body for a test tomorrow...but I"m not....I am anti homework right now..blah..
besides I'm not going to be a doctor..so if i mess them up a little I say it's ok
besides I'm not going to be a doctor..so if i mess them up a little I say it's ok
why do i feel so guilty all the time? i know im not responsibel for others, however i can usually see where they are going. this is not ment to sound selfabsorbed. its true, and its a fault of my own, i feel as if im a participant in my friends doings, if i saw it comming. im sure tons of people saw it comming....
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ok so ive been busy again - school started again and im currently trying to get caught up on this whole computer trend. yes ive been inspird by the time ive spent here on the sg site to become more active in other areas of cyberspace. im now trying to lean HTML so i can contribute some cyber clutter of my own. dont expect anything...
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ok ive been away for a while - playing playstation 2 and recovering from so much drunkin debauchery. its really appearent that ive been misbehaving cuz my complexion is for shit...
on a different note, hmmm do i really want to tell this here? well i started to but i just erased it all.
the long and the short of it. years ago, an old...
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on a different note, hmmm do i really want to tell this here? well i started to but i just erased it all.
the long and the short of it. years ago, an old...
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johnnyvonbondie:
No harm done.
JVB
JVB
johnnyvonbondie:
No harm done.
JVB
JVB
ok, so i have a strange confession to make...
it has become one of favorite things to do on this site. (second only to spending hours looking at the cute kitties found in the kitties group)
i go to any members profile page and i look at the pictures of the three favorite models listed. i move my cursor over the pictures till the arrow...
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it has become one of favorite things to do on this site. (second only to spending hours looking at the cute kitties found in the kitties group)
i go to any members profile page and i look at the pictures of the three favorite models listed. i move my cursor over the pictures till the arrow...
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johnnyvonbondie:
Ha! That's funny.
I'll have to give it a try and get back to you.
JVB
I'll have to give it a try and get back to you.
JVB
miss_piss:
maybe i'll see you at graceland tonight... i might just be wearing a petticoat...
ok so i must come up with something to say here. the last entry just seems far too cynical to me now. ( im so moody)
for those of you who dont know me yet, youll find i use a lot of words to usually say very little. and on top of that i dont think out what im trying to say - resulting in...
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for those of you who dont know me yet, youll find i use a lot of words to usually say very little. and on top of that i dont think out what im trying to say - resulting in...
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johnnyvonbondie:
Take it slow, Buddy. You get there in time.
JVB
JVB
glamerdork:
I hear ya on the "writing a lot but not saying much at all." i tend to ramble on forever, repeating the same things time and again and sometimes being hypocritical to the point of annoying myself. 
Anyway, you certainly do have a way with words. I use smiley faces too much-- sometimes, I just wish there were more that weren't yellow (what wouldn't I give for a red smiley with little devil horns?)
Anyway, you certainly do have a way with words. I use smiley faces too much-- sometimes, I just wish there were more that weren't yellow (what wouldn't I give for a red smiley with little devil horns?) ive come to a suicidegirl.com journal posting dilema. or maybe its just on online community in general dilema. this is the first on line journal ive ever kept and in truth its probably the most time ive ever spent on line. i joined this site thinking that i would remain mostly anon. not due to a lack of interaction with the site and others on...
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johnnyvonbondie:
I saw Les Savy Fav at the Graceland earlier this year, or was it last? Either way, it was some crazy shit!
I had a great time and am giving it serious consideration for my NYE plans.
Well see what happens...
JVB
I had a great time and am giving it serious consideration for my NYE plans.
Well see what happens...
JVB
mistersatan:
L's right on this one (as he usually is)- don't feel like you're posting just for the sake of posting, or making your profile better well known. Just do it when you have something important to say, or when you're just saying howdy to someone.
i think its really embarassing how tons of people just crawl out of the woodwork this time of year to suddenly wish you a merry christmas, and express their love and dissapointment that they havnt gotten to spend as much time with you as they would like, only to dissappear as quickly as they surfaced, at least untill the next emotionally phony holiday or event.
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obsidian_:
that's when you just pretend you don't know them and make them feel bad like it's there fault you haven't kept in touch.......but I'm evil like that and would do that...
tryptamine_____:
that is pretty retarded. that (and a few other reasons too) is why i don't like giving gifts for christmas... i mean, if i find something during some other time of year that i think someone would really like, i'll buy it for them and give it to them then. none of this "i have to wait until the day that this jesus guy was supposedly born to give you a present that shows i am thinking of you."
yet i still love christmas....? *scratches head*
anyway, thought i'd come by and say hi, since i haven't since the bowl-a-rama. or ever. and no, its not cuz of christmas.
yet i still love christmas....? *scratches head*
anyway, thought i'd come by and say hi, since i haven't since the bowl-a-rama. or ever. and no, its not cuz of christmas.
suicide - real honest to goodness killing yourself on purpose. how do i feel about suicide? well lets see. have i ever been suicidal? my initial response is yes. there have been times when i have been so depressed that i felt as though the only way the pain would ever stop was if i were dead, therefor unable to feel anything. for the most...
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johnnyvonbondie:
That doesn't make you selfish. Being sad and missing someone because they are not around doesn't make you selfish. Your sad because someone that you care about is gone by their own hand and maybe, just maybe you could have helped change their mind about suicide and for whatever reason could not.
Maybe that didn't make sence, But you are in the situation where you can help your friend by supporting her through a very rough time in her life. The fact that she told you what she was thinking about was by itself a cry for help. You mentioned all of this already, I know. But the plus here is you do have a chance to help someone who needs it and she maybe hoping that you try.
Just a thought.
I've been in a similar situation before, helping someone and needing the help myself. Those are dark times and that's when we really need our good friends to come through.
Good luck.
Oh, was your show good?
JVB
Maybe that didn't make sence, But you are in the situation where you can help your friend by supporting her through a very rough time in her life. The fact that she told you what she was thinking about was by itself a cry for help. You mentioned all of this already, I know. But the plus here is you do have a chance to help someone who needs it and she maybe hoping that you try.
Just a thought.
I've been in a similar situation before, helping someone and needing the help myself. Those are dark times and that's when we really need our good friends to come through.
Good luck.
Oh, was your show good?
JVB
Wow.
JVB