today has me in la watching true romance taking vicodene. we are staying with some friends of ben who work for playboy. im alittle hungry and i wish jenny was here, but other than that things are good.
weve gone thru three tires in the last thousand miles. had to buy two more today, cuz apperently the ones we had were of inferior quality.
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weve gone thru three tires in the last thousand miles. had to buy two more today, cuz apperently the ones we had were of inferior quality.
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ok so right now im in reno
i had to leave visqueen for a couple days cuz my cousin is getting married. ill meet up with them again in sacto.
the last couple days has been good. people arnt comming out in huge crowds but the people who do really seem to be into it.
its kinda a weird time for me perosnally. the love...
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i had to leave visqueen for a couple days cuz my cousin is getting married. ill meet up with them again in sacto.
the last couple days has been good. people arnt comming out in huge crowds but the people who do really seem to be into it.
its kinda a weird time for me perosnally. the love...
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screw_that:
I don't really know your situation too well, but I can say, take heart in the fact that you have had these last few years with her and now, you are giving her what she needs, what will be best for her -- even if that is space.. it sucks and it hurts, but know that you are helping her.. I'm sure it's just as tough for her. Things will get better... they have to.. and when you get back to Seattle, you need to come back to karaoke and rock us, 'cuz we need the help!
nimhly:
*hug
sorry for the delay but for some reason the update i wrote in chicago was dumped by aol. i hate aol. anyways. things have been going pretty good. each day is more tireing than i remember. im pretty sleepy by about two thirty three am - wich is unusualy for me.
so lots of time is spent in the van and we get alittle stir...
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thistle:
well i won't be in la at that time but maybe i will come to the san jose show
johnnyvonbondie:
kick ass!
good to hear things are going well.
stay in touch and enjoy being a rock star!
jesse
good to hear things are going well.
stay in touch and enjoy being a rock star!
jesse
day 3
we played to maybe a dozen people tonight at mad planet. too tired to try and recount some stories right now - got a day off in chicago tomarrow, if time allows ill try to log on.
we played to maybe a dozen people tonight at mad planet. too tired to try and recount some stories right now - got a day off in chicago tomarrow, if time allows ill try to log on.
pyronautica:
Wow! Busy busy busy. Chicago is a great city. Have fun!!
babyblue:
You wrangle Visqueen! I love Visqueen! I think I remember seeing you last time they played the Blackbird in Portland.
Hope the tour goes well.
Hope the tour goes well.
day one
spent most of today in the van - driving thru eastern washington, idaho, and into montana. everyone here in mousilia (sp) seems to be very nice, at least the few we encountered at the ritz. im not exactly sure how to describe the band who opened for us. i really wish i could remember (accurately) their name. it was no fi "sometthing" rebelion....
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spent most of today in the van - driving thru eastern washington, idaho, and into montana. everyone here in mousilia (sp) seems to be very nice, at least the few we encountered at the ritz. im not exactly sure how to describe the band who opened for us. i really wish i could remember (accurately) their name. it was no fi "sometthing" rebelion....
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sinus headaches are no fun anytime - but especially right now when i have "a long way to go, and a short time to get there."
time to put the hammer down and watch this bandit run...
http://www.visqueenonline.com
time to put the hammer down and watch this bandit run...
http://www.visqueenonline.com
thistle:
have you read the world according to garp? it used to be one of my favorites. as far as dance music goes... christina doesn't seem to be much of a dancer to me, so i would go with kylie or maybe even missy elliot.
im geting ready to head out of town for a little while. not sure if im gonna be able to check in here or not - i will try but lap top battery time will be at a premium im sure. for those of you who are interested check out http://www.visqueenonline.com
azura:
you're always fun to be around, depressed or not. well maybe you'll have while you're out on the road, cheer up a bit... I'm sure a few chili cheese dogs couldn't hurt
you're always fun to be around, depressed or not. well maybe you'll have while you're out on the road, cheer up a bit... I'm sure a few chili cheese dogs couldn't hurt
freckle:
link's not working for me 
nothing ever seems good anymore. even when its not really bad - it just never seems good. i hate everything! no thats not it i just dont seem to care anymore.
azura:
well how about sitting in a nasty bar and having a beer?
cause I want to do something tonight and that would be something.
as long as people aren't buying me random drinks again!
cause I want to do something tonight and that would be something.
as long as people aren't buying me random drinks again!
enzo525:
Ya know, there are starving children in Africa!
Just a thought.
Maybe a chilli cheese dog would do ya some good!
Flash
Just a thought.
Maybe a chilli cheese dog would do ya some good!
Flash
uggh - sleep is for the weak - and i am one of the weakest people i know!
vastad:
positivity is effort.
tough lesson to chew but it is true. I work at it.
I just got tired of feeling sorry for myself. I got tired of taking other people's shit. I got tired of taking rejection personally. I had it up to 'here'.
SO I got happy to get back at all of it.
Of course it helps when life is going so well.
****
It's not all hard work as it sounds. In a way, I am actively getting back at the things I cannot control. It's my way of not feeling powerless.
****
The greatest help to me was one I thought would have the least effect: Affirmations.
I have a little 'Blessing of Self-Worth' I got from Pyewacket printed out and on the wall next to my bed. Every night before I close my eyes for beddie-bye I read to myself in a clear, strong voice....like I really mean it.
Sure enough...I feel a strength within I never felt before. I feel like I can kick ass on a mental and emotional plane.
Feels good.
[Edited on Jul 29, 2003]
tough lesson to chew but it is true. I work at it.
I just got tired of feeling sorry for myself. I got tired of taking other people's shit. I got tired of taking rejection personally. I had it up to 'here'.
SO I got happy to get back at all of it.
Of course it helps when life is going so well.
****
It's not all hard work as it sounds. In a way, I am actively getting back at the things I cannot control. It's my way of not feeling powerless.
****
The greatest help to me was one I thought would have the least effect: Affirmations.
I have a little 'Blessing of Self-Worth' I got from Pyewacket printed out and on the wall next to my bed. Every night before I close my eyes for beddie-bye I read to myself in a clear, strong voice....like I really mean it.
Sure enough...I feel a strength within I never felt before. I feel like I can kick ass on a mental and emotional plane.
Feels good.
[Edited on Jul 29, 2003]
miss_piss:
meeting sometime?
its three thirty in the morning and i am starving - humm, i wonder why im so fat?
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freckle:
don't worry... they are kind of weird piercings, but i really love them!
i don't think they like me back though, right now they pretty much just hurt...
i don't think they like me back though, right now they pretty much just hurt...
freckle:
ps all you need to do to see them is show up to something sometime, or plan something and i'll show up. easy!