monkeypox

ok - it looks like im back. although im not exactly sure why. i cant afford to be here and my attitude hasnt really improved.

self loathing is so easy!

i hate myself. i hate my life. and chances are i hate you. sound like fun. i bet!

it seems my computer took a crap during the move - a crap that i do not think it will soon be recovering from. i have been saving up for a new computer and now it is more necessary than ever. since im very rich i should be able to go out and get that right away...

im in the middle of moving right now and my computer is all packed up. this means ill be inactive for alittle while. (like im ever very active anyways) things are still weird with the whole jenny leaving thing. no matter how it gets candy coated it still sucks. oh well just goes to show that no matter how hard you try to be nice...
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ok tour is over - time to head home!

three things that are ruleing my life right now, in no particular order.

burritos from la victoria in downtown san jose

medicated gold bond body talc (put it where the sun dont shine)

the jacuzzi bathtub in our hotel room tonight!

ok so first off i know how this is gonna sound. but trust me, im re-telling this story in a "i cant believe its not butter" sorta way, and not a "im cooler than you" sorta way. im name droping i know - but its just to remind me that its true.

maybe some of you remember a little band called guns and roses. well...
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just how gracious, patient, and understanding sould one person be?

if she says she has no reason not to go, then that pretty much sums it up right? when exactly did my feelings, hopes, and desires become invalid?

if she doesnt want to be with me, then shouldnt it mean she doesnt get to? but then again thats not what i want. i feel so...
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dont be fooled, i am an old, bitter, and jaded, boy!