i feel like im falling off the wagon and at the same time breaking a habit i never really had. these hands have not been quite so idle and my down time has become more personal. not unlike any other lazy person, when i actually have something to do - i start to feel put upon. hopefully ill be able to adapt. i dont want to be lazy, it just sorta happened. now, well its really too soon to tell, but id rather not be lazy - if it is for good reason. otherwise, whats the point?
godzuki:
are you working at chop suey tonight?
