ok yesterday was a good day, still sick, but im up and around now. as a rresult of feeling good i spent way way way too much money. oh well sometimes you just feel invenciable.
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this is the first time ive changed my name here on the site - hopefully it wont confuse too many people. perhaps a little reinvention was in order.
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freckle:
gonna be at the block party? some of us haven't seen you in awhile!
freckle:
ps i hate you name changers... i'm easily confused 
im still sick and havnt worked all week - wich means im broke. today i travel down to portland to infect visqueen and party time!
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delilah_banks:
Portland, how I miss you.
nimhly:
do you have the monkey pox?
im sick - i reek of garlic and cough medicine, my nose wont stop running and im hacking my brains out - whats not to love?
now this is comedy!
now this is comedy!
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freckle:
well hello yourself.
i'm back now so say hello more often, 'k?
i'm back now so say hello more often, 'k?
nimhly:
well.........hm. go curl up on the couch and watch donnie darko, listen to NIN, and have a good crabby session. usually helps me. then again i like to feel sorry for myself on occasion. hm. i might need to look into that.
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nimhly:
logistically impossible, but intrinsically pleasing.
azura:
yeah I rock the casbah!
i just went anon. for a day, just playing around
i just went anon. for a day, just playing around
am currently experiencing some pretty serious self esteem issues. im self aware enough to realize that its immature and pointless to feed into this self loathing, but i dont seem to have the confidence to break out of this petty internalization. its just drama feeding drama and its really dumb.
if i dont grow up soon, im gonna start to be as boreing to the...
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mistersatan:
I know it's hard to realize these things, but just remember- you're a well-regarded member of the site, a fucking rad guy, and your Seattle peeps love you. When things look bleak, try to keep that in mind.
azura:
avel boring? i don't think so....
the happy chilli cheese dog dance kinda does you in
the happy chilli cheese dog dance kinda does you in
i guess its official now...despite my best efforts, i got dumped today. guess it all comes down to time and money, both of wich i dont have enough of.
feeling very sorry for myself right now! very sorry and very angry. its no fun feeling like your not good enough for the people you care about.
i totally respect jenny's right to create the best...
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feeling very sorry for myself right now! very sorry and very angry. its no fun feeling like your not good enough for the people you care about.
i totally respect jenny's right to create the best...
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nimhly:
*hugs
nothing i'll say will make it better, but i know how you feel.
sigh.
lets go out for a drink.
nothing i'll say will make it better, but i know how you feel.
sigh.
lets go out for a drink.
pyronautica:
*hugs* if you need some good times, you know how to get ahold of me! I miss you man!
its five thirty am and ive been laying awake all night. cant sleep - im worried. everyone's got problems i know, and mine are no worse than anybody elses. and besides, how boring is it to sit and read thru someones journal when all they do is bitch all the time. yet there is something somewhat calming about the process of siting down and tring...
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miss_piss:
i think i met your girlfriend last night...?
i think...
hmmm she was super cute anyway...
hi
i think...
hmmm she was super cute anyway...
hi
vastad:
hi. u doing alright?
ok so im haveing some serious time and money managment issues lately. somewhere along the way i equated having a good work ethic to not taking anytime for yourself. unfortunately the work i enjoy is not the jobs that pay me. so im left trying to balance work for money and work for fun and end up with no time to responsibly manage any of...
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tawnya:
i know a bunch of people in SGseattle know how busy you are, and i know that (at least me, for sure) don't get bothered and angry about your lack of time. we just appreciate it when you CAN make it
mistersatan:
She's right- we all know you have the busiest schedule of anyone in the group lately, which is why we're all super stoked when we do see ya- cause you kick ass!
girlfriend wants to dump me cuz im not around enough!
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miss_piss:
ouch
that's rough
anything i can do?
that's rough
anything i can do?
pyronautica:
No, I don't think that that is a good Idea.
starting to feel alittle better today...still broke as fuck...need to work!
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freckle:
i think a majority of my posting abundence is due to my absolute lack of caring about other people. not other people's feelings. just the i post replies without reading anything, and then if i have somethign to say about someone's journal i'll say that too. *then* i'll read what other people said. oh well if i'm redundent.
as for 'cluttering up the place' i know when i get lots of comments i feel loved. guess i assume other people do too...
responces are like thank you notes.
as for 'cluttering up the place' i know when i get lots of comments i feel loved. guess i assume other people do too...
responces are like thank you notes.
enzo525:
When you get paied, lets go up to everett and get a shintz-dog
i havent been able to catch up with yall cuz im feeling sick and misreable. all i want to do is keep my eyes closed and moan about how awful i feel. im pumping plenty of vitamins and drinking lots of sun tea so hopefully ill be able to sit in front of my computer soon and say hello. untill then this short entry will...
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azura:
Thanks, a couch would be wonderful
I'm gonna try and do something to try and get them to let me stay for just one more week so i can have alast attemp at finding a job. being homeless with no phhone makes that really hard. SO I'm applying to anything and everything I can find from here to SF and well see what happens tomorrow morning. I'll give you a call and let you know later.
I'm gonna try and do something to try and get them to let me stay for just one more week so i can have alast attemp at finding a job. being homeless with no phhone makes that really hard. SO I'm applying to anything and everything I can find from here to SF and well see what happens tomorrow morning. I'll give you a call and let you know later.
azura:
i have mostly customer service/call center expeirence so thats my best bet, and it pays well, but I'm looking for just about anything.
do it again some time?
jesse