Saturday Jul 24, 2004

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quasi_sean:
i have no idea what you wrote in my journal...
sunshine_junkie:
I have no idea what you wrote in my journal either but it made me laugh so thanks xxxxx

Friday Jul 23, 2004

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inside with all of your transparent sin
pulling my mouth from your darkening skin
longing for all of your lies to begin

outside the light feeling everything end
drinking down fermented fluids, my friends
no one exists as Ive tried to pretend

dreams broken framework snow falling round
endless confusion my walls coming down
endlessly baring my soul with no sound

will I be safe...
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johnnyforeigner:
I presume you are referring to self-harm. This was why I was told not to bother getting my left shoulder, arm or chest tattooed- the tattoo would be patchy, heal in different shades and look 'odd'. Having said that, I suppose it would depend on the severity of the scarring - speak to your local tattooist and see what they say.

If it's not self-harm, then I'm sorry- assume makes etc etc
seantastic:
uh ok

Monday Jul 19, 2004

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phonebox

so i was rejected in my most recent friend request. i understand the reasons but it was a little sad because i choose them so carefully- i'm very discriminating about who i request friendship from.

eli is my current fave friend, as she invites me to cross-country dinners all the time. all of you others that have accepted my requests are awesome too and...
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friday:
melvins on thursdays? will do! wink
eli:
thats an ani difranco song... so its already in her collection hehehehe.
it depends...wheres the tissue whats it fromm how big etc?

Saturday Jul 17, 2004

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why are my friends reborn but i won't?
why do i have six eyes but you don't?
why does the sun fall down in my bed?
why do i question all that i've said?
why do i smile and hide in the grass?
why can't i just admire your ass?
why are the answers hidden in sight?
why do i put myself in this plight?...
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eli:
subway oink
eowyn:
LoL thanks for the pep talk. I worked everything out so everythings gunna be okay, but its always extreamly helpfull to be reminded that you're not alone.

Friday Jul 16, 2004

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well, it's friday. i'm feeling better, but not great yet. i am looking forward to relaxing this weekend. having a bbq. watching time bandits. reading deliverance. having sex. watching dark city, which i've never seen.

i have an opportunity, for which i am going to work really hard. i really want this. wish me luck.
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dollbabyamy:
I'm not a deadbeat friend, either. smile You're stuck w/me now. smile
dollbabyamy:
expressionistic puppies?! LMAO! smile

Thursday Jul 15, 2004

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dude, i am kinda sick. i hate being kinda sick. either totally lay me out on the floor and give me a 106 degree fever, or make me completely well. but don't put me back and forth, feeling good one minute, woozy and shitty the next. i can't take it.

no glowing, sweeping dissertations on life and love and the universe and everything. i have...
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seantastic:
I hate cats. I want to kill them and use their heads to make art. Some woman in sweeden actually does that.... with mice and bunnys too. That should make you feel better.
azrael_abyss:
when I get sick, I'm down for the count. There is no in between. It sucks. I don't even get sniffles, it's full on black plague type stuff tongue

Yeah, I'm married, and know your pain about having one bathroom. It sucks to the 1 millionth degree. mad

Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

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i watched mulholland drive last night for the first time. did anybody really like this movie and think it was surreal in a good, artistic way? or was david lynch just masturbating all over the ideas of absurdity, being weird just because he can?

i thought naomi watts was utterly hot. and that freaky thing behind the dumpster in that dream sequence was good. but...
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britbritbaby:
I'm not going to end up in jail for something he did. He does not tell me what he does. I know he is in the mobb. It is no where close to a street gang and he, nor I take this lightly. This is a big deal. But this is his living. I knew what I was getting into. But it has been 3 years. If you love somebody you just can't let them go like "that". I am in no immediate danger. None whatsoever. I feel more safe than I did when I wasn't with him. But thank you for your advice.
seantastic:
I got one better than that my friend, visit the store in person! This tent was on sale and that store is huge. I love Campmor.

Monday Jul 12, 2004

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so totally cool, man. it was only 1000 degrees in northridge california today and i hiked all over the goddam campus sweating like jesus in a convection oven and couldn't get a straight answer out of anybody until finally some random asshole in an office on the 99th floor of this goddam building said "yo dudemar, that class don't start til tomorrow, you dumb motherfucker."
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eli:
hahahaha...............
lilje:
i recognize that grrrr. it's the one i had walking the long, hot street up to this computer-palace with the heavens spitting on my and other issues....

Monday Jul 12, 2004

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what's the first song in your head as you woke up this morning?
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eli:
doooooooooode, im falling in love. more later.
sniff sniff*
men smell divine!
causus:
It's a thing huh? wink That was a funny definition.

Say hello to Dargat for me.

Saturday Jul 10, 2004

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oh my god, my junior prom is this weekend! oh wait, i'm on acid...
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seantastic:
HE HAW HAW beat that bitch
seantastic:
I no longer feel like laughing. I win.

Saturday Jul 10, 2004

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my first weekend off in a while. although i love camping, it's nice to be clean and not sleeping in a tent lately...
britbritbaby:
With mosquitos.

Friday Jul 09, 2004

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well, fuck. i'm done with my online course. it was fun. i got to read some good asian literature. i need some oral sex right about now.
sunshine_junkie:
I hope you find the oral sex your looking for. Thanks for the comment you let I appreciate it monkeybutt
gadget:
I'm writing you this from the duo's warehouse. They need you to send anoter rare an powerful artifact in my place by midnight or I will be done for. I don't know exactly what they're going to do with me but there is a giant tub of bubbling tar a few hundred feet behind me. I'm sorry I failed you. Please rescue me.
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