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My life has reached strange new levels of depravity and oddly I am okay with that.
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mcroger:
It's odd how that kind of realisation is just ... acceptable... funny that...
I hope you are well otherwise...
flux:
Best, best best.
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Going up to the Hopi reservaion today. Eric and Courtney and I are going, Courtney was born and raised there, good kid, a bit of a drunk.

Y'know them injuns and their firewater.

It's about 1000 feet down from Flagstaff and I don't intend to return here to Flag after the rez.

Reservation is such an offensive word for an even more offensive reality.

They...
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gadget:
well hey, at least we were in the same building, right?
lilianna:
Jim->
I haven't talked to Adam in a week or so, so I didn't know if you made it. I didn't steal your wallet.

Oh, tell Eric that I was at Jim Smith's metal shop last week getting some junk tigwelded (since my welder is out of commission right now..) and he said he found more pictures of Eric and Holly when they lived across the street. He has one of Eric covered in mud from playing in the rain. I can't wait to see it. Is he coming back here anytime soon? I'm going to get the picture from JS and hit the photo lab, my plan is to blow it up to mabye a 8x10 and frame/mat it.

Best of luck with finding jesus.

Love,
Jim
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So I'm pretty much going to the east coast for a big nothing.

I'm gonna go to Boston for a couple days, maybe MAYBE Maine, (maybe phillie, prolly not), for sure Springfield MA, D.C., and then I dunno.

NYC looks doubtful. The only person I vaugely know in NYC is in Thailand.

So then I might come back to Arizona and get a job in...
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Ah. Life. How wonderful it is to be anything at all.
fallen1carus:
sometimes. maybe always.

sometime's is difficult to distinguish real truth from relative truth. if there is any difference.
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There is not a lot I will not do these days to keep from regret.
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Erics apartment here in flagstaff is not what I was thinking it would be like, but nice nonetheless, and a comfortable place to crash till I find my own place. I might move to jerome, which is an artists community and old ghost town with a population of 329 people.

I guess I can get a job there through a friend just as easily as...
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The ships that pass in the night indeed! Ah, it is only that brief night that we shared together, New Years Eve. But the longing we held fast to each other, the looks in our eyes, silent confessions, to speak without speaking, touch without pretense, think, move, act, knowing full well all things would end and all illusions would drop away early after sunrise. I...
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Best. New years. Ever.

A little bittersweet.
vrulovwrath:
I love your profile pic tongue
vrulovwrath:
Well I don't mind mine being black. It doesn't seem depresing or anything to me. Maby I'll even make it red some day smile
White seems very cool. It doesn't remind me purity or anything but I like it biggrin
There might be other poeple with other colours too. We should search tongue
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fuck Wisconsin

fallen1carus:
yep yep. and that's why i left. you can too.

i had a dream last night that i was living in the rafters of a warehouse in new york with some friends. clearly i had no job, no money, no possessions. but there was an overwhelming satisfaction about living on my own terms. and even though the view from between the cracked boards was of streets and giant buildings with no green anywhere, there was still something beautiful about it.