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Can't eat really. Getting dangerously skinny, even by my standards. Surrounded by drug addicts.

Have been living in same pair of clothes for a week.
Had to turn my long underwear inside out today.

Only things in my new apartment: A cot and a notebook. I use my long wool coat as a blanket.

Feel sick ALL the time, just slightly quesy.

Can't choke down...
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zaksmith:
it's for girls who like cute boys and storylines
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Fine.


Grow thicker skins, lovers.

And don't be terrified of each other.
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userlame:
But I'm terrified of everything.
lilianna:
thicker skins would probably be beneficial.
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The house is empty. I'm in my bathrobe compulsively masturbating in every room while throwing my feces everywhere and shouting 'No taxation without representation!'

It's very liberating.
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gadget:
could you imagine how long menstration would take coming up of such a tiny hole?
lilianna:
we have the rascal dvd from japan. seriously more people in japan know what you are talking about just by saying "rascal" than do anywhere in the us.
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MAN....just when you think things can't get any worse...they get better.....go figure...
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Through the looking glass here.

Something like being on the other side of the plunge.

I am a great whirling vortex of electricty.

All wills bow to my whims.

Chaos has been working amazingly well so far.

I think we'll wind it up and watch where it goes from here.
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lilianna:
*sigh*
haven
fallen1carus:
you probably are reading a bit too much angst. there's been a lot of crazy shit happening in my life, but just cuz it blows my mind all the time doesn't mean i don't love it. things are going well, just weird. it seems like just around the corner are more experiences that i never even knew existed.
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Through the looking glass here.

Something like being on the other side of the plunge.

I am a great whirling vortex of electricty.

All wills bow to my whims.

Chaos has been working amazingly well so far.

I think we'll wind it up and watch where it goes from here.