mondrianblue

if good things come to those who wait, i hope what every i get is cool, havent seen Alexx since sunday, i kinda miss her, i really want to ask her out , but i think maybe i missed my chance, im good at doing that , wanting to get to know someone before i ask them out, then they know me enough to know what a loser i am, lol i shouldnt wait , and next time i hang out with her im going to ask her, and im going to get shot down , but at least i asked right?
she seems to be everything i want in a girl, which is scary, she catches me when i drift off in converstation, she actually gives a shit about what i talk about, i really like that alot. I dream about her now. I think constantly about her, im such a loser. i want to tell her how i feel soooooooo much but i cant bring my self to do so. why? she could be the thing i need the most at the moment, though i fall far too easy for girls that are too good to be true, but i truely believe she is awesome and there is something i must experiance in knowing her. i see little simularities that are kinda creepy esoterical simularites.. i know no one reads this so i wont go on, lol if you do care leave a messege .
dave.