Well, it seems that I'm having problems uploading videos again, so I'm just going to type this one out for all of you today. Its been a long week back at work, but generally things are going alright. First, something I found a little funny. I've of course been check out the pictures of a lot of the girls on here, but I've also been checking out the profiles of a bunch of people just seeing what they like and where they're from, stuff like that. One of the questions that everyone is asked is what are you looking for. One of the answers is someone exotic. This answer is of course understandable, I find exotic women very attractive as do many people. The funny part is that to some people out there I would be considered exotic and I find this very funny.
Next a small confession if you will. In my life I have only been in 2 serious relationships, the longest of which lasted approximately 1 year. That one was with my current girlfriend the first time we were together. After the year, where we had lived together and everything, we broke up, I moved out and we remained friends as she was pretty much my only friend here in Halifax at the time. We have been back together officially for about 2 months now. She is great, we get along really well, I enjoy my time with her and the sex is fantastic. On the other hand, there are many things that are very different about us. For instance, she does not understand my need for SG. She is 6 years older than me which puts her in her early 40s. She is also unable to have kids, which at my age is on my mind quite a bit. This is another sore spot between us. Unfortunately, this leads to the confession sort of thing I had mentioned. Its nothing bad, I haven't cheated or anything like that. But I develop crushes very easily and with many different women. This is not a good thing when dating an extremely paranoid woman, but she has no need to worry since I would never act on them for a few reasons. First, I'm dating her and I would never cheat on anybody. Second, even if I was single I would never do anything about these crushes since talking to women terrifies me. I just can't speak to women like that. I can have normal conversations, but when it comes to asking them out or anything like that, I just can't do it. There are even a few girls at work that I can barely say hello to because I just clam up whenever they are around. I just don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do. I guess its like the old song says, "if you can't be with the one you love, then love the one you're with."
Seeing it all written out like this, I can understand why my video was so long. Anyway, that's it for me today. Stay beautiful SG and thanks for being here.
Next a small confession if you will. In my life I have only been in 2 serious relationships, the longest of which lasted approximately 1 year. That one was with my current girlfriend the first time we were together. After the year, where we had lived together and everything, we broke up, I moved out and we remained friends as she was pretty much my only friend here in Halifax at the time. We have been back together officially for about 2 months now. She is great, we get along really well, I enjoy my time with her and the sex is fantastic. On the other hand, there are many things that are very different about us. For instance, she does not understand my need for SG. She is 6 years older than me which puts her in her early 40s. She is also unable to have kids, which at my age is on my mind quite a bit. This is another sore spot between us. Unfortunately, this leads to the confession sort of thing I had mentioned. Its nothing bad, I haven't cheated or anything like that. But I develop crushes very easily and with many different women. This is not a good thing when dating an extremely paranoid woman, but she has no need to worry since I would never act on them for a few reasons. First, I'm dating her and I would never cheat on anybody. Second, even if I was single I would never do anything about these crushes since talking to women terrifies me. I just can't speak to women like that. I can have normal conversations, but when it comes to asking them out or anything like that, I just can't do it. There are even a few girls at work that I can barely say hello to because I just clam up whenever they are around. I just don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do. I guess its like the old song says, "if you can't be with the one you love, then love the one you're with."
Seeing it all written out like this, I can understand why my video was so long. Anyway, that's it for me today. Stay beautiful SG and thanks for being here.
smite:
I don't really know what to say to all of that but I do have a few things, 1-make sure the woman you are with is truly someone you want to be with for your sake and hers, seems like there are a couple rather large issues to figure out. 2-sometimes you have to compromise certain things to come to a fair agreement, key word being fair. 3-NEVER compromise yourself. Hope this helps, I am not sure I even understand it lol
kattyfox:
i love your coment