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Second semester starts tomorrow and I'm not doing well. I feel like crying.

I wish that I was better at making friends. I've made a few aquaintances but I only hang out with one and my boyfriend wont be here for 9 days. I'm going to be alone this weekend a lot probably because my roommate works Fridays and Saturdays and she'll probably go out...
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hedy:
oh, sweetie. i've sooo been there. it seemed like everybody but me was having the best time in the world at college, and i just felt all sorts of out of it. hang in there though, the first couple of semesters are always the worst. i ended up really loving college, but i didn't make many friends at all. now that it's been a few years, there are literally maybe two people i keep in touch with from college. sometimes i do regret not "getting out there" more, but i am who i am, y'know? if you're shy, there are things you can do to kinda force yourself to go out, but it's hard to completely change your personality.

for me, it was a combination of shyness, spending most of my time with my boyfriend, and just really hating the whole superficial process of getting to know somebody. i would love to have more wonderful, super-close friends in my life, but it's almost like i want a guarantee that the person i'm getting to know is neat and likes me and will stay my friend for longer than the semester we're in class together or whatever.

i know this was a bit random, but i saw your post in GO, and it just sounded so familiar.
cupcakeodoom:
darlin this happens to me too. the anxiety from having to worry about being unoccupied/alone at school stresses me out BiG time frown

HUGS!
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Most likely, I'm not going to have this account anymore by the end of January.

I got it as a gift and I can't really afford to pay for it, with college and whatnot.

Maybe I'll try to get it again later, we'll see.
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rael:
Sorry you can't afford to stay. Good luck out there!
mightyjoeaverage:
awww bummer... if only i could raise the cash myself but i am about to move house.....
send me a P.M if you want someone to rant at in emails and i'll give you my addy. biggrin

stay sane mate kiss
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I just got home from NJ after spending 10 days with my boyfriend. I feel weird to not be with him 24/7 since we pretty much were.

I don't get to see him for 17 days now as he's home until school starts for him on the 28th (starts on the 14th for me, he comes back on the 22nd).

Argh.
f1ssure:
what part of nj?
apexxx:
absence makes the heart grow fonder smile
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So I ended up getting an A in that class I thought I'd get a B or C in. I'm really happy with my grades.

I wanted to sleep in but I had one of those bad dreams that keeps you awake after.

Today I have a lot of things I need to do. And I'm glad I have something to occupy myself with because...
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xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
smile

frown

whatever
phrogg:
When do you lose the "roommate from Hell"? January? She sounds sociopathic...
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I'm frustrated.

It's likely that I won't have the GPA I want if either:

1.) My spanish prof. uses our non-weighted grade (I'll have a B+ then) (EDIT: Well, apparently his scale is different. I'll have an A- unweighted... But if he weights it I'll get an A and then the B- in political theory will give me a 3.5)
2.) I get below a...
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shinmegamitensei:
Ugh thats lame lady.

I don't really understand grades sometimes. Why can't as and stuff just be what they are?! I'm sure someone could explain it, but I def think its way to complicated for everyone. I hope things pan out in your favor though!

I've been doing good. Tis the season to love or hate your retail job however. I dig the season in retail. Days go by fast, I got lots to do, people are generally in a good mood, and they spend money. That's def good for me, because I do make a slight commision bump off dvds which is the department I head.

I've amassed quite the collection of Green Tea as well smile I think I have something like 8 different kinds. I make it hot sometimes but I def prefer it cold.

Other than that, my sister and my bro-in-law are coming into town this saturday. So this week has been extra busy, washing dogs, giving them haircuts, cleaning the house more deeply than usual, that sort of thing. At least I got my shopping done. biggrin

Drop me a line when you can lady, I'll be around.
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I'm exhausted. Two finals today and I'm not nearly as prepared as I should be. Especially for spanish.

I'm just too tired. It's not even a matter of laziness... I'm just physically exhausted.

Saw "I Am Legend" on IMAX. The movie was meh. The six minutes of The Dark Knight was AMAZING. I almost wish they'd have run it at the end so I remembered...
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gujsel:
take a break for the christmas holiday my swee lady ....a big big kiss for you !!! kiss kiss kiss kiss
shinmegamitensei:
hey whats going on with you? I haven't talked to you in a bit. I've been working crazy amounts of hours at the job......

Sorry bout ur state of exhaustion. Try some green tea. I'm like on the street team for it or something the way i go around promoting it. smile

Drop me a line when you get a chance
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My body and my brain are failing me.

I need support.
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pawn2king4:
You need more Goldfish. That's the key. wink
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
I am in no way advocating substance abuse but I find that whether my ailments are mental or physical, getting as high as a motherfucker always makes things better.

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I'm having a really bad week already. frown

I haven't been able to sleep at all and I don't feel good right now.

My roommate keeps me up while she studies and wakes me up really early when she studies too. I don't think she does it on purpose, it just kind of happens.

At most I got about 10 hours sleep, but I was awake...
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the_boss:
frown
pawn2king4:
Starbucks is the cure. The disease is sleep.
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Is it entirely lame that I'm thinking of looking into what it would be like to run my own bakery?
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pawn2king4:
Thanks for the friends add. Love your photos. Decemberists rock
timirevolting:
Not at all. Go for it. I'm not a baker and pastry is not my expertise, however I am a chef and I say research big time and see where that follows. Be prepared to work your ass off, ofcourse. Interested to hear what develops.
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I'm pretty upset with my roommate now.

This week I've discovered that along with food and some of my notebooks, she has also taken a lot of my make up.

From my make up box, she took:

- 2 chapsticks
- 2 mini Lip Venom lipglosses
- 3 eyeshadows
- a Mac brush

Which I have already taken back.

I also realized that she has...
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rael:
That's bloody awful!
writeboy:
Find something of hers, small, pick it up, walk down the hall and throw it in the garbage. Repeat. If she asks, deny deny deny. If someone is fucking with you it's a good lesson to learn to fuck with them back.