mjnameisjjod

kick ass and chew bubble gum!

Another week begins. I have another shot at executing my master plan of world domination. I have to stick to my guns this week and swallow some pride.

I'm tired today. I went to see Nashville Pussy last night at CBGB's. It was a blast. I'm just wiped the fuck out today. mmmuuuussssstttttt not get into self loathing. that's just to easy to do that when you are hung over. I need to see a movie or something. take my self out, feel myself up, make a pass.

I'm beat up tired right now. I've been working on the album cover again and it's taking forever. The super is working on the apartment below me right now. I can feel somebody sawing on the ceiling under my feet. It could crack at any minute. Otherwise all is seeming well right now. I feel like i'm constantly working on something right now which i...
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One weekend over. I saw Diamanda Galas on Saturday night and last night i saw Celebration, Bonny Prince Billy, and TV on the Radio at a benefit. I'm partied out now. It was a great weekend. Sadly i got shitfaced on Friday, so i was tired for the rest of the weekend but oh well.

I wish i had tons of money. I want to...
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We've finished the album artwork last night. It makes me feeling like i'm living in a David Lynch movie. I'm very burnt at work right now. This whole weekend of coming in and stuff has made me not give a shit about anything here. On the other hand, I am enjoying the season change. Part of me wants to go out and get a beer...
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I am very sleepy. I've gone the extra mile for the past month. It's made me so weary now. I can't wait until the weekend. I'm going to be so happy. I want to do nothing, Ironically, i'm attempting to make some changes with myself.

Last night I sat around with a friend and just admitted all of the things that have been bothering me...
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There i was yesterday, I had sat down with my salad and a diet coke durning my lunch hour and looked out at the Brooklyn Bridge from the cafe. I was looking down at my plastic container. i opened it up and imagined it to be a cafetria meal at a nursing home. Different day, same lunch, same way of eating lunch. I'm eating a...
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I'm feeling a bit somber. I've been nursing the idea that i've been in a relationship for a long time. I guess i was in denial about breaking up. She said she wanted to break up a long time ago, yet we spend a lot of time together kissing and hugging still. I personally think she just needs to get the fuck over herself, but...
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I'm not feeling as ill today. I'm about to go into work in a minute. I don't feel up to it but i have to try. I feel very business casual today, but i don't own any "business casual" clothes. It's either what i wear or dress up. I feel to young to worry about this and to old not to care. i just want...
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