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aphex twin in the morning, jane's in the evening. what a mind i've made for myself...

I wish i knew of a place where old webheads would meet up now. I remember the xerox server in the early 90's. Where are they now? I quit getting on their server and then they invented mosaic and next thing you know, the web is the shit.

I miss that. If anyone here hung out on the xerox server, let me know. It would...
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Everyone has a place that they think of as utter peace. After being in Kit Carson national forest for a week i was primed for this. Mine is when i came over a mesa in new mexico and i saw 40 miles off in the distance a shadow from a cloud on the desert. That was bliss. That was peace.

the snow is beautiful.

you must remember that i still love you baby.

erotic jesus lays with his marys.

I'm seeing such a neat thing happenging lately. There's all of this great music out there now. I think a lot of it is the result of the internet in some way. Long before MTV, people became known or famous cause the music was good and not because they looked a certain way, well to some extent. I'm noticing that all of these bands that...
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What to do? The Cure's Pornography is playing in the background as I figure out if I should go out or say in for the night. I have the beginning of a cold that I can either nurse or attempt to snuff out like a candle with drinking. It's a gamble. This song is great no matter what though. The big question is what to...
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today, i have gone one year without a cigarette. I haven't been this happy since my 5 year old birthday party.

It's a strange evening. I don't have a real rationale why, it's just here. Im very tired right now. I'm getting older. Old relationships and sentimental concepts are falling by the wayside these days.

Sometimes, i wish there would be more thing that are mine that I could give to future generations. i'm actually into a huge reduction of stuff now. I have nothing to...
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Yet another day. I'm tired. i got some done today, but it really wasn't as much as i wanted to get done.

got a ton done yesterday evening. I forget how much you can get done if you just go for it. Some of it remains to be worth it but that's okay. I am feeling a big productive today still.