mjnameisjjod

Still alive. I've been sitting around the house attempting to make some industrial music. Look out Al.

today's play list:
bjork
my bloody valentine
skinny puppy
portishead

very soon i get older. fuck.

Many years ago, i dated a jazz singer. We both were learning at the same time and listening to the same music. She started singing out every night and I worked on finishing college. We started growning apart and wanted other things.

I began dating this lady who was very jealous of the singer because we shared such a common interest and could talk about...
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I woke up and there's a door on top of this burned out building that has been left open in the night. There's an alarm that just won't stop going off. I guess a squatter for a bum opened it last night and ran. Damn, who do you call to get that thing turned off. I'm glad i'm not any closer to it or i'd...
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It's interesting with all of the police downtown. There's guns on the street and lots of lights. It's really unnerving. I don't like it. It reminds me of other times.

crap, i'm not running enough. I'm going through one of those times that i'm torn between throwing everything i own out the door and just sitting steadfast in my life. I dont' know what i'm interested in right now.

Simplicy seems to be the key at the moment. I have noticed that some people come to a point where they reduced everything in their life...
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started smoking again. started drinking again. I'm a bag o'shit. Art show tomorrow. look out fuckers.

I'm still not smoking. I miss it sometimes. right now not much. It's a lot easier after the first three days. Easier to blow it off that is. I'm running now. That sucks too. I have to get my shit on with that .

I need a haircut. It's fucking hot. Monday's 3B has all you can eat crab for 24.99. I'll have to try...
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Everything is well. I got into the show. I'm excited, this is a big step up for me. I've also printed out some postcards for the event. I got to see the proofs for them yesterday. That's when it really sunk in for the first time.

The big show opens the night of the Republican National Convention. I'm not worried about it cutting out my...
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