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Out of the blue yesterday, my buddy from high school calls me for the first time in 13 years. He completely disappeared off of the map. I never really knew what happened to him until yesterday.

We lived in a small town and he was from Chicago. He started dating this japanese lady and moved back to there with her. After that communication cut off....
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Fuck, it's day two of kung-fu-a-thon. This is where I make up all of my old classes. I start off looking good but damn, i'm tired when i get to the kicking section. I've noticed that there's been a slow procession of muscles that are getting sore and in different places. Like, it took this one to get sore here so now I can move...
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P tried to scam some money off me toinght. He lives across the street. He's probably about 46+ and full of piss. I see him all of the time working in the morning, but tonight he's out begging. His buddy walked up to me and started begging too. I realized just then, that this is a game. They weren't begging because they needed to, they...
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And after a decade or more (shhh) I've resigned myelf to Talk chat only. That's right kids. Gimme a server now or give me death. fuck, i'm writing about talk. I'll be dead before anyone knows what i'm "talking" about.

I'm the king of the echo people and btw, fuck you!!! :-)

Well, I am a Christian, i do have many Hindu ideas. Sometimes i wonder about the lessons that our souls learn in life. "Am I meant to learn this" and etc. They seem to come up many times. I wonder if a lot of or other people feel the same way. What if we die knowing that there is so much more to learn about...
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I'm off the wagon! Tonight, ladies and gentlemen, I'm getting the fuck off the wagon. I'm going to drink several pints can paint myself happy. "What's the celebration," you ask, well fuckit is it. It's National Fuckit Day! That'a right, line up, come one coma all to the joyful occasion of NFD. You to can revel in the wonderful crowds lining Ludlow street as the...
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Woke up at 6:30 this morning. WTF, when did i become a morning person? I cleaned the house and put my laundry together for later. I'm going to slowly reduce the amount of shit that I have. I want to get it down to one bag of great clothes and just a few other things including the furniture.

well. I'm truely fucked now. I just screwed a 2 year relationship up. I really wanted something out of this one. When I first started dating my now ex-gf, i had drunken bad sex with my old gf a few months into our dating. We both wanted to forget that it ever happened cause we realized after how much the people that we were with...
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I've been staring in the mirror for hours will no success at reading my mind.