first day back at work. I got some fucked up news last night that's going to have me spinning all day today as well. damn, being back is fucked up and now i have to be 100% involved in the real world again. It sucks.
I feel like the world is beginning to spin out of control if i let it. Showing up in NYC half braindead has given me a new perspective. I think i'm more social now. I have to dry out though for a while. I'm suffering from post drinking depression today. Maybe i should suck it up and go to the gym for a while today.
I did vow that this week that health would be on the back burner as it has been for a month and running off to the gym was something to ease back into, but now I'm wondering if it will cure some of this crapola. Life will not get the best of me, I'm determined to get the best out of it.
Must get haircut today. Must get new shoes. Must get back on track and say fuck it to everything and everyone. fuck it.
I feel like the world is beginning to spin out of control if i let it. Showing up in NYC half braindead has given me a new perspective. I think i'm more social now. I have to dry out though for a while. I'm suffering from post drinking depression today. Maybe i should suck it up and go to the gym for a while today.
I did vow that this week that health would be on the back burner as it has been for a month and running off to the gym was something to ease back into, but now I'm wondering if it will cure some of this crapola. Life will not get the best of me, I'm determined to get the best out of it.
Must get haircut today. Must get new shoes. Must get back on track and say fuck it to everything and everyone. fuck it.
Holly