So....what's going on in the Sisu brain.....
Welllllll......I think it's time to channel my quirky self into some other things (not that it is ever a stretch.)
A few things happened that spun the perspective.
I read the Art of Peace. I will reread it. I read that book and have this incredible sense of calm. I want to perpetuate that calmness everywhere in all avenues of my life.
I emailed the ex and asked to speak with him. I need to say my peace to be fully at peace.
I phoned the instructor and had words with him. Not as advisary but as a person. I explained where I was at, the trouble I was having and what I needed. I refused to be put out by huffs and puffs in the background. I explained and insisted. I will appease him. However, in the end, the teacher voice will rise again. I am content with that.
My life has shifts and phases. I need to remove myself from the computer phase as much as I love it. Once I am done my course and have a good chunk of my portfolio online, I don't want more time on it. I need to be doing something else. SG is just something else that ties me to this little box. As much as I really have become very fond of some of you on my list, my desire to be off of the box is greater right now. All the crap and corruption that I endured before I went to Connect was just icing on the cake.
The other thing is, as much as SG ties me to the world and makes me feel connected to other quirky individuals like myself, it also makes me feel very isolated. I live in next to nowhere land. I don't have the luxury of meeting other SGs per se. Time to root around and dig up some quirkies in real time if possible.
I have a feeling I will be back however when the weather dips down below-30C and I can't get out and will have no desire to do so. Keep an eye out for the Sisu in December.
Welllllll......I think it's time to channel my quirky self into some other things (not that it is ever a stretch.)
A few things happened that spun the perspective.
I read the Art of Peace. I will reread it. I read that book and have this incredible sense of calm. I want to perpetuate that calmness everywhere in all avenues of my life.
I emailed the ex and asked to speak with him. I need to say my peace to be fully at peace.
I phoned the instructor and had words with him. Not as advisary but as a person. I explained where I was at, the trouble I was having and what I needed. I refused to be put out by huffs and puffs in the background. I explained and insisted. I will appease him. However, in the end, the teacher voice will rise again. I am content with that.
My life has shifts and phases. I need to remove myself from the computer phase as much as I love it. Once I am done my course and have a good chunk of my portfolio online, I don't want more time on it. I need to be doing something else. SG is just something else that ties me to this little box. As much as I really have become very fond of some of you on my list, my desire to be off of the box is greater right now. All the crap and corruption that I endured before I went to Connect was just icing on the cake.
The other thing is, as much as SG ties me to the world and makes me feel connected to other quirky individuals like myself, it also makes me feel very isolated. I live in next to nowhere land. I don't have the luxury of meeting other SGs per se. Time to root around and dig up some quirkies in real time if possible.
I have a feeling I will be back however when the weather dips down below-30C and I can't get out and will have no desire to do so. Keep an eye out for the Sisu in December.
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dizzy:
supervillians can be molded while young.
9monty:
As long as you're feeling good and growing you're doing the right thing. All the best and if you ever need an ear you know how to get hold of me. 
