miyu

Well an interesting weekend.....

the rave ...well it was a rave
Badly organized, badly promoted, badly timed..yada yada......however, I managed to get my work taped. It was the only productive thing that came out of the whole day/night.

My little dood went to my dad's for the evening so I could perform. My mum, who usually takes him, had to take my step-dad to the hospital. The little dood found him having a seizure. Not a grand mal, but a lesser degree. Regardless, his condition would have gone unchecked if the little guy hadn't found him. Scary for everybody.


So I took off to the beach and watched the footage. The last two piece made me cry like a baby in front of all these people. Tears running down my face. I phoned my best friend and said it was like seeing myself dance for the first time. I said what I wanted to say exactly through my body....and it made me cry.

I wish I could really write what I feel but it's a little too much for me and might be too much for this journal. (Then again, that never stopped me before.) It's one of the times when you really know yourself when you really feel at home with who you are and what you do and you feel truly happy about it. I have not had the perfect life but somehow I have found small granules of excellence sprinkled in this time now and they are in abundance and quite beautiful.

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