miyu

I've got insomnia. Ugh......it goes in spurts and I was doing so well. I laid there until 3 and got up at 7:30. I almost fell asleep after supper curled up on the couch but I woke up after maybe 20 minutes tops. Oh I so don't need this right now. The count down is on for my performance. I have dance pieces knawing at me like hungry dogs and I'm too tired to work them through.

I took the skin off the tip of my nose! Ow! I was under my desk hooking up cables, turned and caught the very tip on the sharp edge of the hard drive cabinet. I feel like Rudolph only my red blinker hurts!

I'm so restless, uncomfortable, tired, sore.....maybe I should take something to knock me out....


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white sheets
wrapped about me
shielding me from everything
outthere somewhere
you are
a heartbeat
so low
that only my ear can hear
pressed against the receiver
my skin tingling
your breath on the nape of my neck
the brush of a nipple on the sheet
that only you can hear
you are too close
and too far away
all at once
I take a deep breathe
and press
"off"