Warning: heart stricken whinyness ahead.
I haven't been in the mood to be around SG lately. Strange that. Oodles of hot girls and cool people you know. Well, I broke up with my girlfriend of over a year and a half. It was pretty shit. She's a wonderful amazing woman, but we just didn't click. I knew, knew for a long time, that we would never get married, so there was no point in dragging out the relationship. Two more weeks, a fancy trip, more shared activities, or whatever, wasn't going to fix it as much as I have wanted all that to work for months. It was just delaying the inevitable.
I realize the wound is still fresh, but I can't help but wonder if maybe I don't understand what love is. She loved me unconditionally. She said it and lived it. Isn't that what everyone wants and needs? But I just didn't enjoy spending time with her. Our conversations never went really anywhere. I couldn't imagine spending the rest of my life coming home and wishing I were chatting with someone else. I chose the latter as more important. Is that right?
Two paragraphs in I'm already tired of this post. Anyway...
I haven't been in the mood to be around SG lately. Strange that. Oodles of hot girls and cool people you know. Well, I broke up with my girlfriend of over a year and a half. It was pretty shit. She's a wonderful amazing woman, but we just didn't click. I knew, knew for a long time, that we would never get married, so there was no point in dragging out the relationship. Two more weeks, a fancy trip, more shared activities, or whatever, wasn't going to fix it as much as I have wanted all that to work for months. It was just delaying the inevitable.
I realize the wound is still fresh, but I can't help but wonder if maybe I don't understand what love is. She loved me unconditionally. She said it and lived it. Isn't that what everyone wants and needs? But I just didn't enjoy spending time with her. Our conversations never went really anywhere. I couldn't imagine spending the rest of my life coming home and wishing I were chatting with someone else. I chose the latter as more important. Is that right?
Two paragraphs in I'm already tired of this post. Anyway...
coley:
But Japan is so far to drive