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Wednesday Oct 27, 2010

Oct 27, 2010
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i can't take this anymore
i hate me
i hate life
if i had a way out right now i woudl do it



i cut myself again tonight.... 9 years and still haven't stopped.


all guys are interested in is sex. all i was wanting was a new friend to hang out with and go to the bars with once in a while. fucker.
i'm not gonna be another notch on your belt.


i dont know what to do with myself

i suck at school

i suck at life.

i just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.
smartypants:
Hey I know life gets tough. But I think it's a matter of how you look at it. I know balancing school and work can really put you out. I've been doing for the last 9 years. I know what my strengths and weakness are. But also there is much to be said about working and going to school. It's such a positive thing, once you finish you'll have only yourself to thank. You'll be able to say this diploma is my sweat and blood, this is everything I have to show for the last few years of my life. And you know what it's more then anyone else has who hasn't accomplished this goal. Education is expensive, tiring, and painful at times. But see it through, you will never regret it.

Please, I'm a complete stranger to you I know. But harming yourself isn't going to do any good. Sorry to hear that you met a guy who falls in to that category and is called an ugly word... um stereo type?!?! But hey, not everyone is like that. Take my advise for what you will but keep in mind I can promise that our distance is enough to say that I wont notch you on my belt. My suggestion is to take a deep breath, relax and unplug for an evening and get back to it. Remember why you are working on this anyway, you want a better life, welcome to the path smile

I'm Marty btw, and I'm on here often enough and if you want to chill out and talk you can find me I'll give you my ear/virtual shoulder/ anything I can do. Please wake up and continue to try. Think of a glass half full.

Cheers!
Oct 27, 2010

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