Ah... The evening (or rather morning seeing as it's 01:12) before the first day of uni, and I can't sleep 
I miss my Smudge46. I cried as his train left the station on Saturday
(people don't usually see me cry, I hate to show my emotions in front of them. I've always deemed it as weakness for some reason). I just wanna give him...
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I miss my Smudge46. I cried as his train left the station on Saturday
(people don't usually see me cry, I hate to show my emotions in front of them. I've always deemed it as weakness for some reason). I just wanna give him... Read More
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I moved to Leeds on Wednesday. It's been a bit excitable and tiring, otherwise it's good! I'm quite liking it here, Smudge46 does too so that's a good sign 
I'd collected my student ID today.... As per usual, the picture is awful! Lol. Passport type photos always look rubbish anyway, so why am I moaning? lol.
We're off to the cinema tomorrow and the meeting...
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I'd collected my student ID today.... As per usual, the picture is awful! Lol. Passport type photos always look rubbish anyway, so why am I moaning? lol.
We're off to the cinema tomorrow and the meeting...
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mentalrage:
I'm thinking that testimonial you left me sounds even funnier out of context 
. Was a fun night and I have to say Smudge46 was a spiffingly nice chap too. I'm suddenly thinking friends who don't drink a lot are the way forward from a financial point of view 
. Cantankerous old winos, pitbull toting chavs and police brutality what more d'you need for a good night out eh?
. Was a fun night and I have to say Smudge46 was a spiffingly nice chap too. I'm suddenly thinking friends who don't drink a lot are the way forward from a financial point of view . Cantankerous old winos, pitbull toting chavs and police brutality what more d'you need for a good night out eh? 
ilsa:
We had to take a cab all the way from Haverforwest to Cardiff airport or we would have lost our plane. The driver was nice and made us a good price, usually it its 250 pounds! My mom insisted on paying for it so it's ok, haha.
Today I finally got home after about 8 1/2 hrs.... Gee I hate trains
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sky:
we got stuck in traffic but i just drove super fast the rest of the way 
did you have fun? it was great. can't wait to see the pictures that fatal took of you
did you have fun? it was great. can't wait to see the pictures that fatal took of you
sitch:
nope what idea? x
21 today...... 
Is it all downhill from here??
I'm only kidding. It's just weird, like all birthdays, I have this strange sensation in the pit of my stomach. I suppose it's the realisation that one day I will become my mother
. One very, very scary thought!!
Because I have to work bank holidays as standard, yesterday was partying day.
I went ice skating...
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Is it all downhill from here??
I'm only kidding. It's just weird, like all birthdays, I have this strange sensation in the pit of my stomach. I suppose it's the realisation that one day I will become my mother
. One very, very scary thought!!
Because I have to work bank holidays as standard, yesterday was partying day
.
I went ice skating...
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mentalrage:
Wow 
, things are actually coming together. Sorry I'm just not used to it.
, things are actually coming together. Sorry I'm just not used to it.
mentalrage:
All my workmates are requesting photographic evidence of our rendezvous on Friday. I don't think anyone believes that I'm meeting people that aren't from work or they think I'm just making it all up and it's all a figment of my warped imagination. 
My phone is gay, anyone who has my number, please PM me with yours!!
I'll update properly soon
I'll update properly soon
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neechee:
awwwwwwwwww! my phone keeps f--king up aswell... they're crap!
lol, I wont be there in the day - I have to work, but I'll come for a few hours that night - I damn hope you will still be there!
=]
Hope you are well cupcake!
Cant wait to see you again!
lol, I wont be there in the day - I have to work, but I'll come for a few hours that night - I damn hope you will still be there!
=]
Hope you are well cupcake!
Cant wait to see you again!
inked:
Thanks honey
YAY!!!
Neal has finally agreed to an SG profile!!
Neal has finally agreed to an SG profile!!
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coldandwet:
Apologies. It nows seems obvious and you did mention him in Liverpool. I'm just quite clearly dense.
nikhita:
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you text me earlier but i was asleep and completely forgot to reply! well, im not sure yet how long it will take me to drive up there but i will probably set off early afternoon and see when i get there :p i'll text you to let you know how im doing and how lost i am hahah cant wait to see you again and meet everyone else! how has your week been? xxx
Right, time for my actual update now!
I've been really busy again of late, I've left my flat, and moved back into my mum's. It's rather messy in the house, we're trying to fit all of our stuff into the house, when mum had loads anyway! I'm an industrious sod though, I'm decorating and sorting out space saving ideas (that stint doing interior design helps)!...
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I've been really busy again of late, I've left my flat, and moved back into my mum's. It's rather messy in the house, we're trying to fit all of our stuff into the house, when mum had loads anyway! I'm an industrious sod though, I'm decorating and sorting out space saving ideas (that stint doing interior design helps)!...
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discosleaze:
wow 200 quid.
im meant to pay a month and a half wages when i move in and i dunno when my student loan is coming
boooo.
yes! the cake would help
xx
im meant to pay a month and a half wages when i move in and i dunno when my student loan is coming
boooo.
yes! the cake would help
xx
sky:
nice to see you and i'll see you again in a few weeks!
Woah, bit of a tiring day today!!
I'll update properly over the next few days, after packing and stuff
Edit: - My samples got rejected.
I'll update properly over the next few days, after packing and stuff
Edit: - My samples got rejected
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mentalrage:
Just so you know I have got tickets for that gig, to answer your question I work five days between Mon - Sat but I don't work Sundays. If you want to meet up at some point before the gig for a few drinks and to hear me rant about lots and lots of stuff (it's a hobby) just give me a shout. Sucks about the whole rejection thing, obviously whoever makes the decisions about that stuff clearly has no eyes or they'd see how inherently foxy you are
Just so you know I have got tickets for that gig, to answer your question I work five days between Mon - Sat but I don't work Sundays. If you want to meet up at some point before the gig for a few drinks and to hear me rant about lots and lots of stuff (it's a hobby
) just give me a shout. Sucks about the whole rejection thing, obviously whoever makes the decisions about that stuff clearly has no eyes or they'd see how inherently foxy you are 
huw:
This is bloody silly now. You gonna try again? I think ya should. Too hot not to
The nasty tram-am-poline hurt my poor elbow . It was fun though! It was the first time i'd been since I was about 13/14 years old, so it's been a while!! I had jelly legs and everything!! Bloodied elbow aside, I'm going again as part of my new health kick . I'm gonna go to yoga classes again, my pink mat will live another day...
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. It was fun though! It was the first time i'd been since I was about 13/14 years old, so it's been a while!! I had jelly legs and everything!! Bloodied elbow aside, I'm going again as part of my new health kick . I'm gonna go to yoga classes again, my pink mat will live another day... Read More
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discosleaze:
sure will.
im gonna be visiting my mate up there and the other girl i know at some piont so i dont see why not
im gonna be visiting my mate up there and the other girl i know at some piont so i dont see why not
strobeflower:
Men and Flatpack. Perhaps the opposite is true.. perhaps they become so manly they revert to caveman status and rapidly forget how to read instructions. Haha
Right, I've been being lazy git with my blog again. Time for an update!
Last Saturday I popped back into London to meet the lovely Amour_ and Fatal. We were supposed to shoot at cc club, but whilst I was on the train between Birmingham and Milton Keynes, disaster struck! Fatal had been informed we couldn't use the club until later than planned....
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Last Saturday I popped back into London to meet the lovely Amour_ and Fatal. We were supposed to shoot at cc club, but whilst I was on the train between Birmingham and Milton Keynes, disaster struck! Fatal had been informed we couldn't use the club until later than planned
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mentalrage:
Just wondering whether you know what you're doing regarding the meet on 26 July I'm trying to find out how many folks are going to turn up. I thought it might be an idea to actually get to know you a bit if you're going to be dropping by therefore hopefully avoiding that horrid "who are you?" feeling that will inevitably be present for the night. Sounds like you've had a far more eventful time than me the last few weeks.
My dance show is on Sat night. The rehearsals have been going great. The teacher filmed us on monday so we could see ourselves, we were brilliant. Our timing was perfect and we all finished our moves perfectly. My part has been lengthened so that I'm in two dances now. I'm a little nervous, apparently the adrenaline makes you perform better!