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Spent last night in the ER at Highland Hospital.
I'd only been to a hospital once before, to have my tonsils removed when I was five.
I haven't been able to eat anything since last Thursday without going into shock.
It got to the point last night where a friend of mine (perhaps my only true friend, as my house at the time was full...
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trixel:
I hope you're eating. Pot would work. I don't smoke anymore, but it really helps with nausea.

yeah I didn't like the mental meds much myself. Hopefully they are doing the trick though. robot kiss
trixel:
having said that about pot. I'm not sure how it interacts with the other drugs.

Did you mention the morning glory seeds in emergency? I realize it was some time ago though.
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It is sets like the one today which make me cringe.

Nothing at all sexy about 3 females getting naked and looking slightly uncomfortable around each other.

Multi-girl sets should be for lesbians only if the point of these sets is eroticism. If the point is just "here's 3 girls naked together", then don't bother with the fake being-turned-on-by-each-other crap.

Thoughts? robot
_sarah_:
It was a beautiful set - posing with roses and that lovely background - but I was waiting for them to start kissing each other and caressing and so on. They did look like they were having fun, but it lacked that eroticism you see when Morgan does a two-girl set.

If they were going for exquisite beauty, they succeeded, and I'm thinking that was the idea. I see your point, though.
babyblue:
I know what you mean, and I agree with Sorcha, pretty much word for word. The multiple sets are kind of hit and miss in terms of their levels of eroticism. But the girls are always so purty. smile
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I HATE THE BRAIN.

I was only moderately drunk last night, but between leaving the party and arriving at Denny's, the most evil part of my brain, the one which, in some situations, takes the body in a death grip and doesn't let reason fight with it, took over and I could hardly move.

The best way I can describe the feeling is like that...
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trixel:
It's been awhile since I've been around those friends. We used to be naked a lot with no fuss. I miss that. And yes, I agree, honesty does follow. robot kiss
logoff:
panic attack?
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I like the brain. It is something to think about.

from Science & Consciousness Review:
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"To make sense of the brain as an information processing system, clearly we must be physically able to locate its information. And it's long been an almost unquestioned tenet of neuroscience that neurons with their weighted junctions and crisp connection patterns are devices for trapping information. The hardwired network...
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Money.
It's a trap.

Doesn't anyone need me to transfer their numbers?
(the essence of all jobs in a capitalist society)

Thinking outside the system is of no help.
I need resources from within the system for it to work.
Resources I do not have.

Naked girls totally don't turn me on right now.
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Shit.
It's my mom's birthday today. I totally forgot. Not like she likes to be reminded of it, but I had planned to spend her birthday with her.
Didn't even think of a present.
Oh well, she's only ever celebrated my birthday a couple times, I guess it doesn't matter.


In other news: I now have an SG group called "Pill Me". It's a place...
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logoff:
That was a quote from Bernad Russell (mathematician & philosopher) that I'm struggling with right now. I hope there there are quite a few parts because I'm not willing to consider myself dead just yet.
_sarah_:
I hope your mum's birthday turned out alright.

My parents are about the only people who remember mine, since it's right after the Christmas/New Year's rush.
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I think I'll go to Sin! tonight if I can stay awake and balanced.

Eating today has not been a problem, but caffeine still is.

3 days not shaving and I have a beard. Guess I should do something about that.

I'll wear my new 3-piece suit, red shirt, and silver tie. Not exactly the fetish they call for, but good enough. I'm personally over...
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_sarah_:
That outfit sounds stunning.
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I'm so sensitive.
I made a little Morning Glory seed and Absinthe cocktail about an hour ago, and had a couple sips before having some pasta and wine.
I'm not hallucinating, but things are moving, and colors are changing.
Time to write some music.

edited to say:
Don't ever eat Morning Glory seeds. The least rewarding trip you'll ever have. About twenty minutes after writing...
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_sarah_:
(after looking at your profile)

I, too, love Frank Sinatra and other music from that era.

You're into piano; Do you play? I've been playing since I was four.
trixel:
I've read some pretty nasty stuff about datura. I'm glad nothing overly bad happened. robot kiss
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I was all night with my cock up.
And I didn't even know it.

Now it hurts.
...But looks expanded.
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niobe:
2nd one. It's not real. frown I want real proof!
penelopelee:
YESYES! folding a penis in on itself is the COOOOOOLEST.

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Turned down for another job. Running out of money fast.
Begging not to live on my credit card again.
Want to choose my chaos, rather than have it forced upon me.
I love Diphenhydramine.
And chococat.
My suits arrived from Thailand today.
neko:
suits from thailand? wow.
i love chococat too.
i'm sorry about chaos. maybe you should go with my plan, you know... the one that involves clothes. or the lack thereof, rather.