Tuesday Dec 18, 2007

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don't mind how far the words you speak
may travel from your lips,
for when you try to grab tight hold of me
you're lessening your grip.

and you may dress up like a princess
with that crown upon your head,
but do enlighten me, queen fuck up-
what will they say when you're dead

while standing over your cadaver?
"this girl...
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ikarys_fallen:

Dynamic use of words...good beat....I like it..

Thursday Dec 13, 2007

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i am not skinny,
i ate a lot today,
and i don't even feel bad.

[fuck you, hollywood].

<3

Saturday Dec 08, 2007

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i am an incurable optimist
[sometimes to the point of naivety].

there is no vaccine to fix hope.
there is no antibiotic to destroy happiness.

"there is no cure for what is killing me."

so if i cannot remember you
with laughter and with smiles,
i assure you that i will not
remember you at all. <3
bikerben:

28? youngster!

Nice pics btw smile

Too drunk to post anything meaningful -sorry blush

Thursday Dec 06, 2007

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people online are catty.

i suppose the reason many of them are online
conversing with people that they will probably never know
is because it's the only way that they feel
they can exercise any sort of aggressiveness or superiority.

i'm sorry that people don't have more productive things to do
than argue with vritual people via the internet.

obviously, i am...
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emotedcreations:

I know you had good intentions with your thread post, but I'm not sure the CE is the best place to post it. There's a vegetarian group that'd love to discuss it, and given the fact that you may be trying to persuade others--perhaps the lifestyle board would better suit your purposes. It's just not really a Current Event. Moreover (and there's no way you could have known this) the vegetarian/meat eater debate has occurred so many times on this site, and it never ends well (mostly each side slinging insults at the other). Just something you might want to consider.

Personally, I've tried being a vegetarian for both ethical (and/or religious) reasons, but I've rapidly become very sick (I'm hypoglycemic). Anyway, I hope you didn't take my comments personally, and hope they might help a bit as far as future posts are concerned.

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I can't speak for everyone, but I know myself and bald_eagle meant nothing hurtful or catty by our comments. The Animal Farm comments don't reflect on your post by any means, but on the fact that I'm feeling a bit goofy due to the couple of whiskey drinks I've had.



Peace Miles

Wednesday Dec 05, 2007

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How would you feel waking up every day in to a world in which global warming is rapidly progressing? Or what about waking up in to a world in which you are forced to breathe polluted air and drink dirty water? Or perhaps a world where senseless mass killings occur each and every day? Well I am here to tell you that not only are...
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Sunday Dec 02, 2007

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so i just went in my bathroom to
get a drink of delicious sink water and
there was this huge moth just
sitting on our hand towel.

and i am talking a silence of the lambs style moth.
huge and just sitting there for no reason.

and now i'm a little creeped out...

just thought you should know. <3
kg:

hey, i noticed you live in garden grove and i saw one of your photos was on ladarkroom.com -- do you ever go to club xile at belluno on wednesday nights?

kg:

i've been there twice -- one of my buddies works there. it was pretty fun. (: i typically don't dress like everybody else who goes there, but i think it's fun to. biggrin

Thursday Nov 29, 2007

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an old demon, this afternoon,
dropped by to say hello but
he did something to me, nothing for me,
set my past aglow.

he took my hand and rearward guided me
to where i'd lay to rest,
were i to put my empty faith in him
[but i refused to be possessed

by his vacant eyes]. he'll never know
the strength I now...
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Thursday Nov 29, 2007

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i am so stressing about next semester.

i will be in school four days a week
and will be enrolled in:

chemistry 107 + lab
math 142 trig
-and-
physics 130 + lab

this whole becoming a vet
thing is killing me! <3

Tuesday Nov 27, 2007

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so i got accepted
to submit a photo set!

i have spent a lot of years
struggling with my body image-
accepting the fact that
i am curvaceous and that
anorexically thin is not
necessarily a good
judgement of beauty.

that said, as much as i'd
like to be a suicide girl
as a big "fuck you" to everyone
who called me "the fat...
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kg:

you sound like me.
i'm sure you'd be spectacular as a suicidegirl.

Tuesday Nov 27, 2007

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[blind is better].

when you open your mouth
it will swallow you whole.

and your soul is a hole
that you try to console,
but there's no end to the story
when your life gets this gorey.

self-destruction's so boring
no one wants to save you
from your misery.

you're so cowardly
that you hide behind
the excuses you find
in your...
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