missminda

Hi!

Today felt like a big day. Actually, today was a big day.

Started off with me skipping my first alarm called 'Wake up' then snoozing my second alarm called 'Seriously, wake up' to finally wake up at 9:30, half an hour before my first psychology session. So, got in there & talked to Troy, who was actually really REALLY helpful - I hope these sessions let me understand some of the shit going down in my head. Went home & started separating Pete's & my room - so I finally have my own (albeit tiny) room!! It's weird how it doesn't matter how many times I move, when I setup my room it always looks like 'mine' & somehow always feels the same.

I then got a call from Nik to come over & she sounded serious. I guess you can say it was an intervention. Her, Mj & I got into a massive fight. I told them things that I've been keeping private & they knew most of it anyway. I'm actually glad it happened cause it feels like alot of the air has cleared between us now & they made me realise that I have a choice & that my choice matters. I've never had a fight with friends before that didn't result in me being alone. I've got to start realising that they're in my life for the long haul.

Went over to Mj's after with Harry (photos *may* ensue of Harry) for play dates. I didn't want to go home & had been invited out to a friends (Alex's) graduation with Nik so went home, showered & went over to Southbank for Virgin Midori & Diet Cokes. FINALLY went to Mana bar & played guitar hero too. I'm happy that even though Pete & I have split, that I can still be mates with his mates... unless they don't know yet... Alex is a bit special sometimes <3

Then Mr. New & I started txting each other. *le sigh*. Life would be so much easier without boys... & people... & if I were a kitty instead...