Loyalty
Duty
Respect
Honor
Integrity
Personal Courage.
What do these mean to you? If anything? Do you believe in these?
I often stare at my dog tags out of boredom and lately I've been staring at the "Army Values" a lot. On the other side it's the "Warrior Ethos"
I will always place the mission first.
I will never accept defeat.
I will never quit....
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Duty
Respect
Honor
Integrity
Personal Courage.
What do these mean to you? If anything? Do you believe in these?
I often stare at my dog tags out of boredom and lately I've been staring at the "Army Values" a lot. On the other side it's the "Warrior Ethos"
I will always place the mission first.
I will never accept defeat.
I will never quit....
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3darknights:
Got a fresh one up for ya 
3darknights:
Thanks, I appreciate it. 
Maybe I'll take you up on that. I've got a couple of baseball bats in my garage... Either way, if you feel like chilling on the west coast, you're welcome to come stay with us... It's pretty cold there I hear right now though. Ya it is hard, but it makes it all worth it when I return... Hope you get to see yours soon!
Maybe I'll take you up on that. I've got a couple of baseball bats in my garage... Either way, if you feel like chilling on the west coast, you're welcome to come stay with us... It's pretty cold there I hear right now though. Ya it is hard, but it makes it all worth it when I return... Hope you get to see yours soon!I realized today I'm not as "hardcore" as I first thought. I have mixed feelings on this. Maybe I'll explain later... all I know is a few months ago I wouldn't have been saying this:
Dear boyfriend,
Dear boyfriend,
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I'm just...
I need someone to lay my head on and use them to hold me up. I need someone to tell me it's going to be fine and hold my hand until I can walk on my own. I don't need sex, I don't need any of that because I don't have it in me.
I just need a lot...
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Today wasn't one of my finer points, I pulled into my parking space turned off the radio stared into space for a few minutes and broke down and cried. I pulled my hoodie over my face and fell asleep only to wake up again scared outta my mind because I didn't think I was parked. I went to my bed, and didn't see the light...
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day off finally
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estrada:
What makes you happy is what makes you happy, forget the naysayers.
brightredscream:
Great movie choices 
I had to laugh pretty hard at your last choice, but I agree - that was terrifying
I had to laugh pretty hard at your last choice, but I agree - that was terrifying 
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alyeska:
the avvys are losing to LA! WTF AS WELL!
hellkitten:
LOL love the new ink idea ,o)
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estrada:
That city asked for it.
estrada:
Feel free, I can always make more!
after a few edits..
I'm just...
I need someone to lay my head on and use them to hold me up. I need someone to tell me it's going to be fine and hold my hand until I can walk on my own. I don't need sex, I don't need any of that because I don't have it in me.
I just need a lot...
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princesst:
Awww. I am sorry. Here is a hug from me to you!
tadkil:
It will be fine.
In regards of the last blog,
I have a friend there, and when he calls there's a huge chance that I won't get his phone call because cell phones don't always work there and two days ago was just one of those days I needed to hear his voice. A bit later he called, and all was well.
So.. DC was yesterday. Short version I...
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I have a friend there, and when he calls there's a huge chance that I won't get his phone call because cell phones don't always work there and two days ago was just one of those days I needed to hear his voice. A bit later he called, and all was well.
So.. DC was yesterday. Short version I...
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tadkil:
I have never recovered from the Holocaust museum. It made the event so real to me. The only parallel I can think of is the little girl in red from Schindler's List and that really just summoned the emotion for me as opposed to define it. Bit of a ramble here, but your blog taypped a vein for me.
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violently:
you're so pretty dude. i love your hair that color.
sorry your head hurts
migraines are the worst!
sorry your head hurts
migraines are the worst!
gunch:
I told you I would be happy to have lunch with you, but you never answer your texts/IMs anymore.
Curse you Starbucks! Curse you for your extra coffee caramel Frapp. Thanks for keeping up during my drive but damn it I need to sleep before work.
I've dyed my hair, pictures won't do it justice because it's too dark but it's burgundy now. Score!
4 days until my day off, 5 days until DC and the all sort of drunken stupidity that should follow.
I've dyed my hair, pictures won't do it justice because it's too dark but it's burgundy now. Score!
4 days until my day off, 5 days until DC and the all sort of drunken stupidity that should follow.
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violently:
omg starbucks, i love their caramel frappe. oh man.
i wanna see your hair!
i wanna see your hair!
fadetoblack:
are you going to bring back sanity or to keep fear alive perhaps?
Today wasn't one of my finer points, I pulled into my parking space turned off the radio stared into space for a few minutes and broke down and cried. I pulled my hoodie over my face and fell asleep only to wake up again scared outta my mind because I didn't think I was parked. I went to my bed, and didn't see the light...
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gunch:
She's running skeered.
violentpatriot:
I'll get shot in the nuts or something!
my day in review:
the highlight so far, drunk texts about poking midgets with sticks.
the highlight so far, drunk texts about poking midgets with sticks.
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alyeska:
i want your kind of day ;D
hellkitten:
LOL!
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gunch:
I'm not a big fan of it myself, but I have no say in the matter. Its between the doctor and the insurance company. So my hands are tied.
And not in the good way.
And not in the good way.
sherman_chaos:
Thank god for days off. I work between 60 and 70 hours a week in a machine shop and sometimes my week feels like twice that.
October is Domestic Violence Month and there has never been a cause for awareness that has been so personal to me. Nearly three years I lost my sense of pride, self, love everything because I was brainwashed into thinking it was okay for someone to push me around, it was okay if he said he loved me five minutes after.
Domestic Violence is a very...
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3darknights:
Wow. Thanks for sharing. Men like that aren't really men at all, and they deserve to die sad and alone. I'm glad to hear you're in a better place now. Stay strong.
triumphretro:
Good comments, take care and keep the blog up