For me, Suicide Girls changed my life in a variety of ways...
I had been an SG fan since I was like 14 and always longed to become a hopeful someday but alas since modeling from the age of 13 and even doing fetish at 15 I didn't actually go into topless or nude till 2012! Whereas alot of models at 18 tend to go down the nudity route. I however didn't have the confidence back then although it's all I craved. I was fine being confident and dancing in clubs and doing burlesque but never had the confidence to actually go fully nude!
In 2012 when I finally did my first nude shoot it was such incredible liberation... LIBERATION is certainly one of the big terms as to why I'm here on Suicide Girls and how it makes me feel!
I didn't actually become an SG Hopeful till August 2013 when I was going through a very tough time in my life and just thought fuck it! Now is the time!
Suicide Girls has changed my life in ways that I never expected... I have made so many new amazing friends, made incredible connections, been able to share my imagery and videos with such an incredible wide audience who appreciate it like I never could of ever imagined! It's built my confidence greatly, made me strive even more further in life than ever before and has given me a new home :) a sort of haven if you will...
I also enjoy shooting SG sets and learning from them and the whole creative process. The excitement of a release date, viewing peoples comments and the feedback I receive to help me grow further as a model and also as a person.
A few keywords to sum up how Suicide Girls makes me feel include: LIBERATED, EMPOWERED, STRONG, READY, INSPIRED, LUSTY, SEXY, CREATIVE, IN AWE, AT HOME, APPRECIATED, ADORED, MOTIVATED AND HUNGRY FOR MORE!
I find Suicide Girls a fascinating world and just love seeing people from all over the world coming together as one. Learning about their lives, their experiences and also how Suicide Girls has shaped them in any form. How has Suicide Girls changed your life? Be it if you are a member or an SG hopeful yourself? Or of course a Suicide Girl? I want to hear! :)
