missfortyfive

My birthday is in 2 months and I'm thinking back to when I turned 10... everyone was making such a big deal about me being in the "two digits" and my thoughts on that where 'Yeah and I'll probably die in the two digits.'

Morbid child ? Yes ... but I think it was more than that. I think I just realized that I was going to die. That I would have an end. Which in hindsight is a really deep thought for you're 10th birthday....

So I wonder... when did you realize you where going to die ?