misserin

Nothing much has changed over the past couple weeks. The only thoughts i have are....


That It seems like life is a mess of ups and downs. Mostly downs for me. How do you stay positive when all your life nothing is ever good enough, not working hard enough and i aint trying enough. For jobs, Relationships, and friendships. They say the strong will survive. I am a strong girl. I dont let it get me down(Well maybe sometimes. but i am Only human.then i get back up and try harder) no matter how much i have been steped on and treated poorly.

I feel that you should try hard in life to get somewhere. But what is trying hard?
I worked my ass off at a job for a couple months. Always came in. never called in sick. Going in early. Staying late. not charging them for it. I just wanted to look like that i am a good worker and i am worth every penny they give me.
But still fired me. My boss thought i was never getting it and thought i was Always making mistakes.
I would pay attention to detail and make sure everything was rite.Scared to mess up basicly.

I have a friend that never goes to work on time and calls in sick alot at least a couple times a week.. Sometimes works overtime getting payed for it and the boss thinks that is working hard. She never has to worry about money or anything. Just partys all the time and takes vacations.

Hmmmm..... Life is full of things that i wonder about...... i will not complain life is not far. but i will bring it up and think to myself isent that funny how life works....