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Sooo.. this week I failed to land the major contract I was working on but I have been given the go ahead to make another fly by.

Worked nights for 5 nights straight & then on day 6 my car was stollen within 20 min. I took 2 days off just to refocus & I hope I am back on track.

Seeking new friends and...
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claytallica:
That sucks about your car bring stolen. I hope things get back on track for you soon!
missdevhill:
thank you! me too
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Kinda nervous - IDK what I will do if I start to go gray from stress...probably will rock it though.

Still forming business outline, testing waters and exploring options.

I like it ...

MsJ.

claytallica:
What are you venturing into?
missdevhill:
Independant Consulting, Auditing, Operations Managment Support & Property Development with a focus on Goverment contracts and negotiations
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just little ol' me

Networking and seeking Government contracts

I think I am loving my life at the moment

very pleased with the possible outcome

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Finally,

Still a home-body but at least i'm getting out there.

Hope to meet more new people soon

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ok.. sooo.. I don't think I've actually ever "blogged" before

but.. here I go (...I think).

I guess I'm still trying to get used to this website..

I need to work on my profile & I know I want to become more active in the groups I'm in..

I would like to upload more pics...but I'm getting tired of taking selfiess...maybe I should edit some...
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missdevhill:
@dolbyspencer im not entirely sure i can be that comfortable in my skin.. i would Love to be out there like that & as confident  as these SG girls but lol i cant even get naked for my significant other, when i have one.  
dolbyspencer:
@missdevhill When do you feel most comfortable? Who's around you when you do? Is there a specific place you feel most comfortable? If you really want to step out of your comfort zone and experience the liberation of being a SG girl, perhaps you should start with all your familiar things and people. You don't have to answer me, for any of this, but maybe ask yourself why you want to do this. If it's to push yourself beyond your limits; to experience the rush of doing something sexy and unfamiliar, then start slow -- find a camera, put it on "P" and find someone you trust who makes you feel excepted and understands your struggle to feel comfortable in your own skin. Shoot a set without taking one article of clothing off -- just get comfortable in front of the camera and establish a trust between you and your photographer. As you feel more comfortable, take your time feeling your comfort level with each article of clothing you take off. If you never begin feeling comfortable naked, then maybe you're meant to do something else for yourself, in search of feeling accepted by your significant other, when you have one. If you do begin to slowly feel more and more confident, you may find you'll learn things about yourself you never knew before. I would encourage you to take your time and really understand why you want to do this and what exactly is stopping you. Perhaps through this experiment, you'll find that you need to explore an entirely different path and SG was just a stepping stone. I really hope you find some peace within yourself and your voice to express what that peace is to you.