I don't even know who HE is or if he even exists anymore...
But EVERYDAY I long for his embrace :(
I can imagine what he feels like,
how I feel, wrapped up in his arms
what he smells like,
how the scruf of his 5oclock feels against my skin...
sometimes I catch myself thinking about how I would smile at him for ...idk why
I guess I'm just impatient for all the giggles and furrowed eyebrows I know we will share
Maybe I'm just here wondering wtf's taking him so long,
like, where is he!!!!
Maybe I'm looking in all the wrong places, when I look... which isn't often.
I need to not think about trying
Not like it helps lol
I just need to stop
