missbonnieblu

In response to the previous post - it's all sorted, i am a nutcase.

Soooooo...lets talk about the rad things i observed this week.

I saw Watchmen and it was fucking rad. Best three hours i've spent inside a dark room in a long time. It was mature, it was intense and so current and practical. Well cast, well represented and perfectly dark enough. I absolutely loved it beyond anything i was expecting.

I finished Fable 2 this week aswell, which was great! Although i sacrificed my dog which was so shit. And i seriously seriously felt too sad to play anymore. I miss my little fella following me around, barking at treasure and growling at things that weren't there...just like real puppy. I've downloaded the expansion pack so now i can get him back.

As i'm breaking through this mould that i've grown in for the last 26 years of my life, i'm noticing so many things about myself that have become almost idiosyncratic that i don't realise how these negative traits actually affect my everyday life. I used to be so much of an insecure drama queen that i wouldn't feel right unless something heinous was happening. Now, i tjust don't want to be surrounded by all that drama. But when i hit the wall of depression, i can't help but delve into a pit which i can't get out of and i make shit up. It makes me feel worse but until i get confirmation about whatever this situation is. I don't know what to do in the event of this happening again but i really hope that i can remember this moment and that things are never, and i mean never, what you make them up to be. You can't always trust everyone but not everyone is always out to get you. Some people do want to cause you pain and hurt, but your best friends most of the time want to see you happy and will never do anything to intentionally hurt your feelings We're all just here doing our best and i really want to remember that.

So..how was your week?