Sunday Oct 27, 2002

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to me you are the light
from a light bulb that breaks sometimes
and the tender warmth inside
is released into my life
and it smothers me in flames
that lick and scorch my face.
as the smoke reaches the sky,
i'll burn for you tonight.

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mistersatan:
Can it be my turn tonight? smile
liquid29:
And who are you burning for? smile

Sunday Oct 27, 2002

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lemon juice in your eye doesn't feel very good. trust me. OUCH! today was okay. i went shopping with my mom, sister, and the monster before i had to go to work. we didn't really get to look around that much, but i was able to get a few things. yay! i used to detest shopping.. now i kind of enjoy it every once in...
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prudence:
have a good trip, hon. i wish i could buy some new clothes, although the outfit you saw me in was a new ensemble i'd purchased at goodwill the day before. $6 for both the blouse and the skirt. not bad, eh?
rawr_ima_monster:
owie, lemon juice hurts in bad ways.
-I'm excited you're excited. are you gonna hit the LA up, or just stay in the palms?
Dave

Wednesday Oct 23, 2002

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the vibrant heart, so quickly growing old.
the warmest eyes, so quickly growing cold.
just and glance and they don't care to see, what becomes of me.

i bought my plane ticket yesterday. my trip to san diego/29 palms is official. yahhhhhhhooooooooooooo! i get to see my friends play their first day on tour (but shhhhhhhh... it's a surprise) and i get to see aaron,...
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annie:
sorry i have been so buzy darlin.
i miss ya!
i will be back to normal in a few weeks. to much shit.
love & kisses!
maggie
rawr_ima_monster:
(sigh) I really wish there ws something I could do to either make you feel the spikes less, or help your file the spikes down to little massagey-bumps. I really would like to help you in any way that I can. for now, all I have to give is love and possibly material pleasures. if you make it out to LA, I'd love to give you a big tiem for real hug. I don't know if it's somethign that'd help you, but if would put on notch in the "reasons not to cry at night" table, I'd give you abotu 4 billion hugs in a 48 hour period.
-something noone knows: the first couple weeks I was here in LA with all my stuff, but nothign to keep me goign, I was crying every night too. I've been ok for a while. I think the thign tha stopeed it was the people on this site. for real.
Dave

Monday Oct 21, 2002

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so i went to tuff's on saturday night. fun fun. i had a good time, i just wish i could have stayed longer. i am glad i left when i did though because i was so tired and almost falling asleep i probably wouldn't have made it back alive if i stayed longer. (and a big thanks to liquid29 for staying on the phone with...
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adamwillsuffer16:
so you pick who can send you stuff? if you would let me I would shower you with gifs upon gifs. I guess I don't matter to you :*(
ludavico2002:
good meeting you too ... that was quite a drive you for you wasnt it?

Friday Oct 18, 2002

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so i am too damn nice and i am going in to work tonight. suck. a girl called and i couldn't say no. i guess i did have alterior motives though because now that means she is working for me tomorrow.. so i can go to tuff's. whoo hoo.

my eyes hurt, still. i thought maybe sleep would help them feel better, but it hasn't....
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stare:
what a purty picture smile
thelastasthmatic:
hey mikey,this isn't the kinda place you wanna go to the bathroom in...

Wednesday Oct 16, 2002

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change your mind, come monday.
turn your back on me.
take your steps away with hestitance.
take your steps away from me.
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thelastasthmatic:
brains stay with brains!
rawr_ima_monster:
SOMEbody's opened up a lot, based on profile picture judgement. I'v told you before, I'll tell you again, take it or leave it, you're a pretty lady.
-Sexy even, I dare say...so there. mrowr.
Dave

Monday Oct 14, 2002

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my head hurts. i was in a bad mood for most of the day today. some kids in my program stole from me, which really pisses me off. i trust all of them so much, then one or two of them have to go and make me all bitter. *sigh* it's not a *big* deal... it just makes me super uneasy.

there is something that...
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liquid29:
Thinking of you too! *HUGS BACK* smile
ratsonjulia:
if you're going to commit a daring daylight burglary of the dressing room of the "Raggedy-Ann & Andy" Ice Capades, it's best not to post photographic evidence on the internet...

Monday Oct 14, 2002

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*shiver* *shiver* *shake* burrrrr... i'm freezing. =( i have on my nice warm new pajamas, a shirt, a hoodie... but i am still freezing. i am having trouble understanding my body lately. she has been so cold, but there isn't really a reason for it. the other night at work it wasn't even cold in there but i was shaking because i felt cold. i...
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azura:
work sucks
i need to make people give me money so i dont have to work wink
osoesoteric:
you look so sad in your picture.. like you just lost your puppy or something.. awww..

*HUG* smile smile

Saturday Oct 12, 2002

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i was really scared about going to the sgsf get together last night, but i am glad i went. i have been having some mad self esteem issues lately, and didn't really think it was a good idea to go. i tend to be super shy and quiet around people i don't know, and i am always afraid to put myself in that situation out...
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xenos:
hey cutie!

Glad to hear you had a good time smile
Any news on your visit to LA? Please say you're still coming...

xen0s
(missya!)
miss_magenta:
i can FINALLY see my damn user picture! i deleted my teporary files and my computer made noise for a good 30 secods... i guess it needed that.. hehe.

Wednesday Oct 09, 2002

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and it took bites out of her insides, til she was just a hollow shell.
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monovox:
AAAAHHH! you are killing me with all of these cute as all get out new pics! I love magenta. *crushy*
lola:
Yaaaay it was so nice to meet you too! I'm sure we will see each other again at some point...maybe you should come with when I drag solisis to good vibrations! biggrin

Tuesday Oct 08, 2002

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how can this be? how can i be on the receiving end of these amazingly beautiful words. me? really, i don't deserve them. a girl that has been rubbing at this shell that hides her from everything for so long with a dull spoon.. is it finally wearing thin? is this a good thing? possibly. i will still hide... but i think i have shown...
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joscelyne:
friday's comin! yey!!! I will have to feed you some punkin cheesecake myself wink
oipthestampede:
I tell you this every time i see you, but im gonna say it again anyway. you are hot! that will be all.

Monday Oct 07, 2002

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failed coercion leads to intrusion and the blood forever runs
in her head into her hands between her legs where his mind lies
power drives him into murder innocence
on the rack of his devices vices and designs
she will never scrub the stains from her arms from her neck
from her legs the dirt will remain as a reminder of his hateful face
reach...
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thelastasthmatic:
i got a song for ya:

joe lies!
joe lies!
when he cries!
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