work + lots of people + running around for a long time + working with dumb people + back hurting really bad + almost crying + making $106 in tips + hurting, tired eyes = magenta's current state...i'm fucking tired. worked my ass off. got rewared for it... going to pass out now. peace out all. xoxo
i feel like such an outcast around my family. i just get snubbed.. i felt like such a stranger there. i love my immediate family, and i love my not so immediate family, i just feel so phony. here are these people i see once a year. i smile and say hi. i answer the same questions... yes i am going to school. yes i...
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clovesbud:
This was the first year that I have spent without all my retarded cousins, grabby aunts and grandparents. And, I have to say, having done what I always wanted to do, it kinda sucks. It's almost like, the nuisance is validating on some level. When it's taken away, it just feels empty. I miss my status as the Thanksgiving wierdo. Ha!
mora:
hi! i was just looking at your braclet post, but i think i posted after you'd done your email sending. your bracelets are soooo cute and awesome, i wish i were as crafty as you. i know my pics aren't up yet, but can i PLEASE be added to the list PLEASE!!!!!!! hehe.
by the by,
you're cute.
brie
by the by,
you're cute.
brie
the river was deep but i swam it, (janet)
the future is ours so let's plan it, (janet)
so please don't tell me to can it, (janet)
i have one thing to say and that's..
damnit janet, i love you.
the future is ours so let's plan it, (janet)
so please don't tell me to can it, (janet)
i have one thing to say and that's..
damnit janet, i love you.
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annie:
dear lovie!
thanks so much for the kisses! i miss you too! when mark gets here i will tell him you said hello.
love bunches. maggie
thanks so much for the kisses! i miss you too! when mark gets here i will tell him you said hello.
love bunches. maggie
joscelyne:
that's so funny because I put those exact same lyrics in someone else's journal. I miss you too!
dear sickness...
now, i know you are with me because i don't take care of myself. i work way too much and run myself down... i know this. but please go away. you have been with me for 3 days now, and frankly speaking i am sick of your ass. please leave.
thank you.
magenta
now, i know you are with me because i don't take care of myself. i work way too much and run myself down... i know this. but please go away. you have been with me for 3 days now, and frankly speaking i am sick of your ass. please leave.
thank you.
magenta
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alice:
i've loved mealticket for years. never got a chance to see them, though... there weren't very many people in high school who liked them, much less knew who they were. they're amazing.
i hope you start feeling better really super soon.
i hope you start feeling better really super soon.
liquid29:
The days may pass slowly, but no amount of time will slow my caring for you.
for so long i have wanted this. i have wanted to feel this, know what it is like. i have dreamt about it, discussed it, bashed it because i never felt it. i guess i was scared. was? hell, still am. it is so hard once you shut down certain feelings and emotions because of pain and fear, and start to feel them again. i...
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residue:
since bitching around is so easy to do;
i wont
once in a while
you lose a friend a relative or someone close;
at that time, you find the time -you never had-
to stand still and take a look at life; or what is supposed to ...
then you realise that this isnt it, that we all are doing it wrong, even the guy telling you you have to life in stead of survive; looks shitty to me, no?
anyway, doing that shit that you do and do it good,
enjoying the poor moments in time that are realy worth mentioning, that are worth remembering;
isnt that why we do it for?
love&hugs
i wont
once in a while
you lose a friend a relative or someone close;
at that time, you find the time -you never had-
to stand still and take a look at life; or what is supposed to ...
then you realise that this isnt it, that we all are doing it wrong, even the guy telling you you have to life in stead of survive; looks shitty to me, no?
anyway, doing that shit that you do and do it good,
enjoying the poor moments in time that are realy worth mentioning, that are worth remembering;
isnt that why we do it for?
love&hugs
residue:
and a n.e.p.t.u.n.e beat fills the air
and i will flail under these lights,
that beat dwn from the bitter sky tonight.
i willl kick and beat my wrists together.
feeling ocean breathing waves,
feel them licking at my face.
ceilings don't exist,
and there are no floors beneath me.
if i were king of this night,
would you become my queen?
and i hope your majesty,
that you like your position....
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that beat dwn from the bitter sky tonight.
i willl kick and beat my wrists together.
feeling ocean breathing waves,
feel them licking at my face.
ceilings don't exist,
and there are no floors beneath me.
if i were king of this night,
would you become my queen?
and i hope your majesty,
that you like your position....
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mistersatan:
*kisses you gently*
so.fucking.exhausted.
i had a good time last night. not going to go into much detail because my brain hurts, but it was so great to see the boys play gilman. they did really well aside from some fucked up shit going on, they still did amazing. i am so proud.
so.fucking exhausted.
my body aches. i have bruises all over me. sleep. please. sleep.
so...
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i had a good time last night. not going to go into much detail because my brain hurts, but it was so great to see the boys play gilman. they did really well aside from some fucked up shit going on, they still did amazing. i am so proud.
so.fucking exhausted.
my body aches. i have bruises all over me. sleep. please. sleep.
so...
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murs:
I just read the rap thread on the board it's nice to know there's another Living Legends fan on this site. I just joined and I thought I'd be all alone. So thanks. And if you ever want to come to one of our shows for free let me know.
miss_magenta:
*stutters* ummm.. i would LOVE to!
*stutters* ummm.. i would LOVE to!
my fucking eyes hurt. they are red and still have tears in them. you would think after crying so much and so hard for so long that there wouldn't be any left. well, there is. i don't know how to turn them off. i am just so frustrated, irrated, pissed off, tired, sick of fake fucking plastic people. i am really sick of being trying...
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mistersatan:
Yes I did, but to be fair, I took EVERYONE off my crush list- so you ALL can be on it. 
But you know I still you, dear. 
But you know I still
you, dear. 
prudence:
i'm glad i got to finally hang out with you again! i had fun...you are an adorable girl
dear mr. spider that lives in my room,
now, i do not mind sharing my living quarters with you, but after your actions last night... we are going to have to have a talk. now, as you know, i have ignored your pretty little webs that you work so hard on. i know you have been in my room for some time now, maybe even...
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now, i do not mind sharing my living quarters with you, but after your actions last night... we are going to have to have a talk. now, as you know, i have ignored your pretty little webs that you work so hard on. i know you have been in my room for some time now, maybe even...
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ilovemikehunt:
spiders go well with spray paint cans and lighters...imagine the fun.
josebove12195:
Ha! YOu're funny...
so i was talking to my sister yesterday and she asked me if i had heard about so and so. this guy i went to high school with passed away over the weekend. 23 years old.. gone. no one really knows what happened, or they aren't talking about it, but he fell? out of the ninth story of a building. i wasn't that close with...
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demoniacsmile:
Yay! I'm glad you got good news. I hope you'll tell me what it is. But either way, I still think your the most cutest girl in the world and I love you to a million pieces!
perdurabo:
You are right, maggie's hot.
learn a lesson from the eaze.. stay in your place and don't step to real mutha fuckin' g's!
annie:
god damnit you look so fuckin cute in your pic.
i miss you too dollface.
i will try & comunicate with you later.
been super busy moving. it will die down later.
love & kisses to the cutest memeber!
maggie
i miss you too dollface.
i will try & comunicate with you later.
been super busy moving. it will die down later.
love & kisses to the cutest memeber!
maggie
liquid29:
I agree with Maggie...you are DAMN cute!
okay... so i seriously just spent about 40 minutes if not longer writing in detail about my trip this weekend. i finally finished and clicked that damn submit button... "i'm sorry, you have to be a member..." GRRRRR... my entry. gone. now i am all pissy and cranky and don't want to write it over again so this is the bitchy very short version..
got...
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xenos:
Glad to hear you made it back ok... Someday in the not too distant future, I'll head back up north, and we'll party!
Next time, I'm going to get more time off so we can actually hang out for once!
Sorry your eyes are bothering you.. get some sleep cutie.
Be Happy,
xen0s
Next time, I'm going to get more time off so we can actually hang out for once!
Sorry your eyes are bothering you.. get some sleep cutie.
Be Happy,
xen0s
it is at this time of the year that I fully believe that it is easier to be in the Marines than to work retail or any customer service type job...
V
-long time no talk.
Dave