Wow it has been a hot minute since I have been on here... I need to keep better track of this. Anywho, I have been super busy lately with getting things prepared for getting med sep from the military. I still have no clue what I wanna do with my life. All I know is I am going to go back to Texas. I met a wonderful guy and we have been dating for almost two months and I think he is actually planning on going to Texas with me when I get out. My money situation is as always tight. I really wish that sometimes I was rich so I could do whatever I wanted for like a week, instead of always trying to come up with a miracle just to make it by. My bro who I haven't seen if forever is currently in LA for the week so, I need to come up with money to go see him before he heads out. I really do miss him. My phone completely crashed out on me and my new one comes in tomorrow hopefully. I cannot wait. Jackson my dog is getting fixed tomorrow. There is a lot going on and it seems as though I don't even have five minutes just to stop and smell the roses. Life is going by too fast. I mean seriously it is already July almost August!! I mean where the fuck did that come from? It seems like just yesterday that I was back home for Christmas and my grandpa's funeral. It seems like just yesterday that I was crying my eyes out because my ex broke up with me the day he got home from deployment. Where is all this time going? And why is it going so fast? I wish I had the remote to life so I could just pause the great parts and skip the shitty parts, but then again the shitty parts seem to be what make the great parts so great. So, I suppose we can't really pick and choose what parts to slow down. Let's just slow all of life down, if only for a week. I have always been a very faithful person and someone that knows everything will always work itself out. I have always been a fighter for anything, but I must say that I am just getting worn out. I am tired of fighting for everything. Why can't I have it easy for once in my life? Then again, I might struggle on a daily basis, but I have a lot more then some people do, so why am I even complaining? I do have it easy compared to most. I guess that is life. You learn everyday and to fight everyday. I know things will work out. I always seem to come up with something. I just need to apparently make time to slow down and smell the roses because life is at a go and its not going to slow down just for me.
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