mislaid

Presently Cat Power is the soundtrack to my existence! Today has been weird. Woke up a little hungover but was in a surprisingly good mood for my Hawaiian class. 'o au inu iho pia ma hopena pule. However, once again I have returned to this melancholy disposition that I've had for the last few days. Booo.

I would go lay out and get some vitamin D to cheer me up...but its fucking overcast. Damn the Man! Its all good though. I have to meet my professor in an hour anyway. Maybe I'll go work out.

So I think my problem is simply that I am horny at the moment. However...I'm not about to go hook up with anyone. Ever since I took that STD and AIDS test (don't worry I'm completely healthy) I've been so turned off. I want the next person I sleep with to be someone I can trust...not some closet asshole! But that's so hard to find. I'm completely disenchanted with the male race right now. I can't even say that its Hawaii...because I had the same problem in London too.

Lonliness sucks balls. I'm usually a pretty happy cat...but right now I'm spent. I need some drama in my life...preferably the good kind. alright I'm going to go listen to "It's raining men" and cook eggs while I dance around my place. niiiiiiiiiice.