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her: look, you have a long red hair stuck to your
jacket... where did it come from?
me: your knees are all beat up, how did
that happen?...

our questions were left unanswered but
well understood... two more weeks...
two more weeks of this and she's gone...
there will be a going-away party... I can't
find it in myself to go... Oh, hello... You must...
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pilar:
sometimes we should just walk away...
mistressmissy:
*hugs* i would refrain from going. it would only make things worse.
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i've been avoiding my friends... good friends too.
I've never done that before. I don't understand
what's happening... wink
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pilar:
youre in love?

thats what love does...
biggrin
relethed:
i've been avoiding friends, too.

the inadvertent sort.

i do this all the time

it always hurts me. i wonder if it hurts them. i can't stand that i can't be as present as i ought to, as a friend.

is it that i can't? or that i don't want to?

i always believed that we will make time for whatever we truly find important. this, i think, is what worries me: that when i fail to make time for those i "care" for, that i don't really "care" as i want to believe i do



p.s.
i will journal at your behest, later this week. be on the lookout!
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i want to be the anatomist of your soul... hand me
those white gloves and a little rusty scalpel. I'm
gonna operate and investigate... Oh, i've never been
to this dark corner before... What are you hiding here,
babes? I'm not gonna put you out... no, no... I want you
to stay awake and feel your skin splitting and bones cracking
and memories clogging. First...
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bettietwoguns:
soon.
d:
beautiful..
vivid...
telling..
-D
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I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm

- - - - - - -

i went to see Coldplay last night. And I cried
pretty much through the whole concert...
Yeah, I was a mess... that's all. and my...
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citrus:
brave man.

i'm jealous.
bettietwoguns:
the boy i'm crushing was there. i would have cried too.
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While going through airports, I realized that
the only people that talk to me are old ladies with permed hair and little kids with innocent smiles.


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mistressmissy:
funny. when i was in lax, people kept trying to talk to me, mostly old men, and i kept trying to avoid them. what is it about someone with their nose to a book that makes them look like theyd stop what they're doing to talk to you?
pilar:
i'd take those over men with thick accents....

kiss
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off to NYC kids... see you on the other side...



citrus: kiss
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citrus:
my bad for pressing the backspace.
dupe

eloquence forsaken,
it seems i've stumbled over myself.

[Edited on Jun 06, 2003]
heathermaxine:
i'm visiting new york soon, too.

cleveland, ny... i swear, you'd think i was stalking you.
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As you improve yourself, everything around you
improves as well. If you make today better,
the future is sure to be better as well. Just
remember that. Or you could always die in a car
accident and never know what better is. That
could happen too. Who knows what's gonna happen.
Yesterday was interesting. It was getting late,
dark. I finished reading a book that...
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bettietwoguns:
yes.
heathermaxine:
truth doesn't mean anything which is sort of what my question was about.
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some pictures are in, some are out...
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mistressmissy:
and some are beautiful
thejesus:
my parents used to live in cleveland and i've been many a time...shockingly, i really dig cleveland. where you live?

dave
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I like cookies... especially the oatmeal-raisin ones..
oh and when they're on sale, two for one, my day
is made... i'm simple, like a bug. Whenever girlfriends of my friends bake something tasty, i ask for my share... ok I don't' ask, I demand. But they all know me and put up with that... girls have a way with food... and therefore me... but if...
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mistressmissy:
someone else likes oatmeal rasin? i rarely find anyone that likes oatmeal rasin smile i can make all sorts of cookies. for you though, id make the best cookies ever...7 layer. as long as you're not allergic to any of the ingredients wink dont wanna kill you now.
citrus:
*sigh* smile