...we made a stop after driving
for a few hours on the way to Chicago... I got a
coffe from local McDonalds and we sat outside
watching the local sruffy kids eat their burgers
on the front patio... Wind was making the smoke
of my ciggaret dance for a few short seconds
before tearing off its white see-through clothes...
Right before getting back into the...
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for a few hours on the way to Chicago... I got a
coffe from local McDonalds and we sat outside
watching the local sruffy kids eat their burgers
on the front patio... Wind was making the smoke
of my ciggaret dance for a few short seconds
before tearing off its white see-through clothes...
Right before getting back into the...
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"Develop interest in life as you see it; in people, things, literature, music - the world is so rich, simply throbbing with rich treasures, beautiful souls and interesting people. Forget yourself."
Henry Miller
i'm off to Chicago...
ps: what happend to the Little Switchblade?
Henry Miller
i'm off to Chicago...
ps: what happend to the Little Switchblade?
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user8935778:
im back.
"All growth is a leap in the dark, a spontaneous, unpremeditated act without benefit of experience."
- Henry Miller
I'm scared.
"All growth is a leap in the dark, a spontaneous, unpremeditated act without benefit of experience."
- Henry Miller
I'm scared.
grayblue:
let us know how the trip is going man
i'm running but nothing moves. I'm tired, out of breath, sweat covering my eyes... It's the same place where I started... Lets run some more... This way. No, wait, that way... Yeah, isn't it someone you knew from way before, from your last life. Say hello... Don't be shy... People like when you say hello to them and smile... Charming young man.
He's such a...
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d:
yes and no...
I have tried but nothing...
there is no spark anywhere it seems.
I don't want to be run over with love...
but good chemistry would help.
worse part...
long term ex tells me info on recent ex...
awesome.
I will be better...
but I still may have to fire someone...
I hate that.
I need to go out and have fun...
but I am not sure how to go about that yet.
I can't do the things I used to enjoy for I might run into him...
and I am trying to avoid those places anyway to meet new people...
as I keep stating...
I am in limbo.
-D
I have tried but nothing...
there is no spark anywhere it seems.
I don't want to be run over with love...
but good chemistry would help.
worse part...
long term ex tells me info on recent ex...
awesome.
I will be better...
but I still may have to fire someone...
I hate that.
I need to go out and have fun...
but I am not sure how to go about that yet.
I can't do the things I used to enjoy for I might run into him...
and I am trying to avoid those places anyway to meet new people...
as I keep stating...
I am in limbo.
-D
relethed:
spring, yes, true. spring. birth, and that which is lush. that which is unfavoring, which simply grows and is beautiful.
i love spring. i love the warming air, the sense that everything becomes fresh, not only the stale air in my apartment. i love the purple thunderheads.
ahh. thanks for the reminder.
i love spring. i love the warming air, the sense that everything becomes fresh, not only the stale air in my apartment. i love the purple thunderheads.
ahh. thanks for the reminder.
This weekend i'm going to Detroit and Chicago...
with no money, just a smile on my face, three
clean pairs of underwear and a camera...
Last night I made pasta sauce from scratch
and it was great... Ended up stuffing myself
till I was unable to move and then smoked
a cigar on the porch... Now, that the nights
got a little warmer it's nice...
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with no money, just a smile on my face, three
clean pairs of underwear and a camera...
Last night I made pasta sauce from scratch
and it was great... Ended up stuffing myself
till I was unable to move and then smoked
a cigar on the porch... Now, that the nights
got a little warmer it's nice...
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d:
Those are the best kind of trips...
Have fun and be careful...
Everyone has been nagging me for a pic too.
that's why I like you...
I will let you know if and when it happens so as to not disappoint...
He is the exact opposite of everything I hate...
----Ghost World
Have fun and be careful...
Everyone has been nagging me for a pic too.
that's why I like you...
I will let you know if and when it happens so as to not disappoint...
He is the exact opposite of everything I hate...
----Ghost World
halox29290:
i just bought a house and last night i sleep on the summer porch it was so warm and i slept better then i have in a long while. i'm glad the sun shines a lil longer these days.
i fell off the bike yesterday... flipped over
the handle bars.. ha. my ass looks a little
scratched as if after a week of intense love-making...
Summer Ale is the best.
ps: I just found Dia's juice set... and my love
for her came right back... she was the one and
only...
the handle bars.. ha. my ass looks a little
scratched as if after a week of intense love-making...
Summer Ale is the best.
ps: I just found Dia's juice set... and my love
for her came right back... she was the one and
only...
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v6x6x6v:
yea, was that your stuff in there?? i like the stuff in small doses but my friend erin had one of the boxes in it and she said she didnt think it did very well.
d:
aaahhhh...
the sore ass...
I prefer the love marks on my thighs...
but scratching works too.
Hope you are ok otherwise...
Which brewery's Summer Ale do you prefer?
-D
the sore ass...
I prefer the love marks on my thighs...
but scratching works too.
Hope you are ok otherwise...
Which brewery's Summer Ale do you prefer?
-D
We can't exist without each other...
Heard today from a long lost friend. I actually
met her here like a year ago or so... How funny
life is sometimes. We live in parallel universes
on different sides of the planet but somehow
we still feel the connection. It's that human element
that makes us feel alone constantly and pushes
us to search for that missing...
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Heard today from a long lost friend. I actually
met her here like a year ago or so... How funny
life is sometimes. We live in parallel universes
on different sides of the planet but somehow
we still feel the connection. It's that human element
that makes us feel alone constantly and pushes
us to search for that missing...
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user8935778:
i love the piano. i can play. my grandfather is better.
i like the people i like being happy too. and as happy as it makes me. sometimes it makes me envious. which is wrong. because i should be happy for them. not jealous.
how are you misha darling
i like the people i like being happy too. and as happy as it makes me. sometimes it makes me envious. which is wrong. because i should be happy for them. not jealous.
how are you misha darling
relethed:
thanks so much for the compliment. i think you're spectacular. i find myself wishing that we could have had the fortune of living in the same area, and getting to hang out for real.
i once again have to offer my appreciation for the depth and intensity with which you approach life.
btw--i think your fucking blue eyes are beautiful--and i mean that in a complimentary and friendly, not a sexual way
i once again have to offer my appreciation for the depth and intensity with which you approach life.
btw--i think your fucking blue eyes are beautiful--and i mean that in a complimentary and friendly, not a sexual way
Let me go.
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relethed:
didn't realize i was holding on so tight...
user8935778:
whats wrong my love. is she haunting you still?
you seem so sad. and i just want to hold you. and tell you it will all be ok. even though neither of us knows the answer.
you seem so sad. and i just want to hold you. and tell you it will all be ok. even though neither of us knows the answer.
it's been raining lately... and I like it. I came home last night to find
one of my bedroom windows open and wet books on the night table...
Sleeping... Night air... Makes you want to smoke while laying in bed...
Close your eyes. Inhale... Don't look back...
My dad gave me an old record player... I want to listen to some Miles
and Nina Simone......
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one of my bedroom windows open and wet books on the night table...
Sleeping... Night air... Makes you want to smoke while laying in bed...
Close your eyes. Inhale... Don't look back...
My dad gave me an old record player... I want to listen to some Miles
and Nina Simone......
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bettietwoguns:
valley girl
the wild life
the wild life
jovana:
i hope so.....i will keep my fingers crossed.....
i can tell you taste like the sky cause you look like rain...
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relethed:
yes, i think you're exactly right. why can't i just rest, content? why don't i? it was like this when i was dating someone last fall. was i stressed and unhappy because it wasn't right, or because i was perpetually afraid that it wasn't right?
of course, the more i get to thinking about it, the worse off i am...feel up to performing an amateur lobotomy?
of course, the more i get to thinking about it, the worse off i am...feel up to performing an amateur lobotomy?
halox29290:
you are like an herbal remedy that heals the pain...
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[Edited on Apr 20, 2003]
sorry guys and thanks... sorry for just disappearing
and thanks for giving a shit, I guess.
Even though, it is an artificial world...
This happened to me once before when I reached
my peak here, so to say... then I came back under
my real name and that sort felt new and different,
as if I shad my old skin or something and my
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and thanks for giving a shit, I guess.
Even though, it is an artificial world...
This happened to me once before when I reached
my peak here, so to say... then I came back under
my real name and that sort felt new and different,
as if I shad my old skin or something and my
entries...
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user8935778:
i was going to send you an email. but you wouldnt have responded. but im glad youre ok.
i have.. been interesting. i went to the doctor. and he said i have to make some changes in my life if i want to live. so i have to stop drinking. and doing a bunch of other stuff. and im bummed. because those are my favorite things. but then i wonder.. do i want to live like that.
i have.. been interesting. i went to the doctor. and he said i have to make some changes in my life if i want to live. so i have to stop drinking. and doing a bunch of other stuff. and im bummed. because those are my favorite things. but then i wonder.. do i want to live like that.
mistressmissy:
me...crush on misha? ummm noooo. ok so yea...but sssshhhhh. he doesnt know.
i'm finished
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mistressmissy:
misha come back!!! please!!! we love you!!!
grayblue:
what's going on man? talk to us.
I disconnected my cell phone. and since it's my
primary way of communication I want to see how
long this will last. The ring is disturbing.
So many things to do today. Work. Gym. I'm
supposed to call this girl and have coffee with her.
And tell her that i really don't want to be dating
anyone right now... After that who knows.
Need to...
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primary way of communication I want to see how
long this will last. The ring is disturbing.
So many things to do today. Work. Gym. I'm
supposed to call this girl and have coffee with her.
And tell her that i really don't want to be dating
anyone right now... After that who knows.
Need to...
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d:
I dunno..
sex in the A.M. is pretty rad.
-D
sex in the A.M. is pretty rad.
-D
halox29290:
for a long time i didn't even see the horizon. yet i seemed compeled to crawl on broken glass until i could seek redeption from my misery. i'm not all the way there yet but i can feel the warmth of the sun's rays now. and it's kinda nice.
I am my world.
-Ludwig Wittgenstein
yes. i like it too.
adrift and at peace.. lovely.