As you improve yourself, everything around you
improves as well. If you make today better,
the future is sure to be better as well. Just
remember that. Or you could always die in a car
accident and never know what better is. That
could happen too. Who knows what's gonna happen.
Yesterday was interesting. It was getting late,
dark. I finished reading a book that...
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improves as well. If you make today better,
the future is sure to be better as well. Just
remember that. Or you could always die in a car
accident and never know what better is. That
could happen too. Who knows what's gonna happen.
Yesterday was interesting. It was getting late,
dark. I finished reading a book that...
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bettietwoguns:
yes.
heathermaxine:
truth doesn't mean anything which is sort of what my question was about.
some pictures are in, some are out...
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mistressmissy:
and some are beautiful
thejesus:
my parents used to live in cleveland and i've been many a time...shockingly, i really dig cleveland. where you live?
dave
dave
I like cookies... especially the oatmeal-raisin ones..
oh and when they're on sale, two for one, my day
is made... i'm simple, like a bug. Whenever girlfriends of my friends bake something tasty, i ask for my share... ok I don't' ask, I demand. But they all know me and put up with that... girls have a way with food... and therefore me... but if...
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oh and when they're on sale, two for one, my day
is made... i'm simple, like a bug. Whenever girlfriends of my friends bake something tasty, i ask for my share... ok I don't' ask, I demand. But they all know me and put up with that... girls have a way with food... and therefore me... but if...
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mistressmissy:
someone else likes oatmeal rasin? i rarely find anyone that likes oatmeal rasin 
i can make all sorts of cookies. for you though, id make the best cookies ever...7 layer. as long as you're not allergic to any of the ingredients 
dont wanna kill you now.
i can make all sorts of cookies. for you though, id make the best cookies ever...7 layer. as long as you're not allergic to any of the ingredients dont wanna kill you now.
citrus:
*sigh*
i don't remember falling asleep, just remember watching "Blue" and thinking what a great movie it was next thing I know somebody is singing happy
birthday into the answering machine and you floating into the room and back. she's the only one I know who could call at 1 in the morning. I put on my jacket and left. It still feels surreal.
birthday into the answering machine and you floating into the room and back. she's the only one I know who could call at 1 in the morning. I put on my jacket and left. It still feels surreal.
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mistressmissy:
awee thanx misha
and you're well your misha
i only say that cuz if i said all the bunches of nice things about you i just thought of, you'd think i was obsessed.
and you're well your misha
i only say that cuz if i said all the bunches of nice things about you i just thought of, you'd think i was obsessed.
d:
not too far..
you should visit...
and go...um...Pens?
hehe kidding...
Browns suck.
-D
you should visit...
and go...um...Pens?
hehe kidding...
Browns suck.
-D
She's always there when she needs me...
and this is not and intrusion I welcomed it in...
and this is not and intrusion I welcomed it in...
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grayblue:
florida was alright, nothing special.
you're going to field day? kiss my ass.
you're going to field day? kiss my ass.
d:
I find that blinders/oblivion are better than a wall...
at least they still give you some aspiration.
And yeah the games are over here as well.
Fucking for the sake of being close and well...fucking are not cutting it...and haven't for a while I guess.
It is finished...
I have to agree with fuck the weak...and I have. Moving on...
I also agree with giving away so much of yourself...it sucks especially when you know you have...
but figuring it out is kind of empowering...so when it comes around again as it always does...you are able to cut it down.
However...I am not with you on the jaded part. There are too many...
I hope you don't join the masses...
You are far above that...or at least greatly separated...
-D
at least they still give you some aspiration.
And yeah the games are over here as well.
Fucking for the sake of being close and well...fucking are not cutting it...and haven't for a while I guess.
It is finished...
I have to agree with fuck the weak...and I have. Moving on...
I also agree with giving away so much of yourself...it sucks especially when you know you have...
but figuring it out is kind of empowering...so when it comes around again as it always does...you are able to cut it down.
However...I am not with you on the jaded part. There are too many...
I hope you don't join the masses...
You are far above that...or at least greatly separated...
-D
I'm gonna put on some eyeliner and have a party...
tonight, tonight... lets get fucked up...
tonight, tonight... lets get fucked up...
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halox29290:
sometimes the room spins faster when youre not even drunk
pilar:
sounds like one of my x's
not necessarily bad....
not necessarily good....
you're on my friend list now too!
not necessarily bad....
not necessarily good....
you're on my friend list now too!
i'm reading the "Alchemist" (whoever hasn't read it yet, I highly
recommend)... of course there is tons of wisdom in that book but
one struck me in particular. At least it makes the most sense to me
at the moment. "When each day is the same as the next,
it's because people fail to recognize the good things that happen
in their lives every day...
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recommend)... of course there is tons of wisdom in that book but
one struck me in particular. At least it makes the most sense to me
at the moment. "When each day is the same as the next,
it's because people fail to recognize the good things that happen
in their lives every day...
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mistressmissy:
ill make a point to find the book. it does sound inciteful.
things that could be considered a good thing for me today...
hmm i didnt have to work much. and it was sunny. and i got to see my cousin. cartoons are funny. and i got reese pieces and cups.
want some?
things that could be considered a good thing for me today...
hmm i didnt have to work much. and it was sunny. and i got to see my cousin. cartoons are funny. and i got reese pieces and cups.
want some?
ilovemikehunt:
i totally agree. your reality is of your own construction; what you take from your surroundings is a relfection of your perspective. if your life sucks, you're way too pessimistic. recently i've been realizing how wonderful it is to be alive.
what kind of art do you do? i'm trying to find my place in the art industry...i think i'm going to study animation/cartooning in skool and try to keep moving forward with my musical inclinations.
werd.
what kind of art do you do? i'm trying to find my place in the art industry...i think i'm going to study animation/cartooning in skool and try to keep moving forward with my musical inclinations.
werd.
from now on it's gonna be not whether i'm good
enough for you, but rather whether you're good enough for me...
enough for you, but rather whether you're good enough for me...
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siv:
thank you thank you! excellent taste in music, my friend. 
and Ghost World both rockedmy socks and satisfied my strange fetish for Steve Buscemi's teef.
and Ghost World both rockedmy socks and satisfied my strange fetish for Steve Buscemi's teef.
halox29290:
the best you can hope for is someone who is as comfortable with you as you are with them.
I believe that no man has ever truly loved me.
No man has ever truly made love with me.
No man has ever loved my body.
No man has ever loved me so much to truly love my body.
This makes me very sad.
Especially because I'm not getting younger.
I'm getting older and my body is aging.
My body is not what it once...
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No man has ever truly made love with me.
No man has ever loved my body.
No man has ever loved me so much to truly love my body.
This makes me very sad.
Especially because I'm not getting younger.
I'm getting older and my body is aging.
My body is not what it once...
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csilla:
thanks!! you should definitly get a nose piercing. they are very sexy 
blixasinister:
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[Edited on Jun 01, 2003]
So there it starts again...
I have friend, this girl whom I met right after I broke up with the ex...And as it happens in situations like that we became close really fast,
and not just because she's really cool and talented and nice, probably also because we both needed affection at that point in our lives. Of course as it happens we slept with...
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I have friend, this girl whom I met right after I broke up with the ex...And as it happens in situations like that we became close really fast,
and not just because she's really cool and talented and nice, probably also because we both needed affection at that point in our lives. Of course as it happens we slept with...
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csilla:
i could never go to a club and dance alone. social anxiety and all..plus that would be so boring not to share it with someone!!!
about your situation. it sucks. i know how it goes. ive lost a lot of friend cause of feelings like that. and all you can do is hope that they snap out of it, or just give them some time. time is good for heeling.
xoxo csilla
about your situation. it sucks. i know how it goes. ive lost a lot of friend cause of feelings like that. and all you can do is hope that they snap out of it, or just give them some time. time is good for heeling.
xoxo csilla
bettietwoguns:
thank you darling, for your comment.
as for your journal, i say . . . be disapointed, be angry . . . but her feelings are valid, and she has to take care of herself the best she can. i fall in love with my best friends all the time, and since they never love me back . . . in the end, i always have to move on. sometimes this means severing ties . . . it's only for my own sanity, and shouldn't be taken personally.
xoxooxox.
as for your journal, i say . . . be disapointed, be angry . . . but her feelings are valid, and she has to take care of herself the best she can. i fall in love with my best friends all the time, and since they never love me back . . . in the end, i always have to move on. sometimes this means severing ties . . . it's only for my own sanity, and shouldn't be taken personally.
xoxooxox.
so I uploaded some pictures...
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user8935778:
yay for your pictures. youre so handsome.
i put some up too. then i decided.. i dont like my pics.
i put some up too. then i decided.. i dont like my pics.
mistressmissy:
mel isnt the only one with a crush on you. 
your studio kicks ass. need a model? hah.
your studio kicks ass. need a model? hah.
gonna walk through your doorway
gonna be what you say
gonna take all your troubles
gonna kiss them away
gonna be what you say
gonna take all your troubles
gonna kiss them away
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mistressmissy:
if my troubles with my foot, i doubt you want to kiss that better.
user8935778:
i wanna drive to the middle of nowhere.. and lie on my back in the grass.
the sun kissing my face.. and the breeze gently carressing my skin.
and all i want is to watch the clouds roll by.
the sun kissing my face.. and the breeze gently carressing my skin.
and all i want is to watch the clouds roll by.