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misa_blake

My home was and will always be NY

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Monday Oct 29, 2012

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Life is hard but sometimes its a necessary evil. I had a hard time when I lost my job in May. I figured it was the universe's way of finally kicking me out of New York so I left, Went to NC and watched the strongest women I have ever known die is a way that broke my heart. My Grams was a one of a kind women. Like no other. Then my fabulous family forced me out the morning circle. So I cried alone outside my Grams room knowing that is where I will always be in this family. I stood up and started moving forward.

Some shyt happened and moved to Florida with my other aunt, and BAM more shyt went down and I was forced to quit my job and moved my ass right back to NY. But something feels different now. Something has changed after I decided to just forsaken my family. I don't need a family that doesn't support me. I take the advice of Xynnedra and I have chosen the people I will call family.

So I am here for Samhein and the holidays and oh yea my 30th birthday. SOOOOO I am taking suggestions. How should I bring in my 30th. I am also still looking for a job and hoping all the little pieces fall into place like a job my own place to live instead of on my moms couch -_- family suck sometimes .. If they would have just left em be i properly be living in NC in my own house ... but alas that is not to be. The universe has something else planned for me .. I cant wait to see what it has planned ...

I also for some off reason became very comfortable with my body yaaay feeling pretty. Huggles to my real friends
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misa_blake:
Thanks ... Family is a unique experience.. and thanks .. its only a few weeks till the big 30 hits but no clue how or what to do do bring it in
Oct 29, 2012
infinity:
You really have been through quite a lot over the past few months. Hopefully things fall into place soon and you're able to get up and running again in NY.
Oct 30, 2012

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