I think the things inside my head are making me sick. Have you ever felt like that? Been so utterly depressed that you can feel the physical pains of it? Everything hurts, my entire body, I feel sick, I can't eat...all I want to do is lay down and forget about it all. I can't look anyone in the eye, I can't find my voice....
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I honestly dont know where to start. I dont even know the root of my problems. The issues spinning inside my head make it difficult to concentrate on any one thing. I spent so long hiding from the rest of the world. Its not like Im pretending to be something Im not, its just that I dont feel it entirely necessary to let the world...
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mydogfarted:
I'm struggling with the therapy thing myself right now. I just realized that I can't continue with my current therapist thanks to a change in insurance. He's not on my plan and I'd have to go through $2000 in sessions before I could see any reimbursement from my insurance. I don't want to stop seeing him, but at the same time I need to look at how effective it really is for me right now.
Sex and love are two separate things. Sex is fun and should be enjoyed. There is no need for bringing emotion into it. Once people realize that, the world will be a little better place to live.
Sex and love are two separate things. Sex is fun and should be enjoyed. There is no need for bringing emotion into it. Once people realize that, the world will be a little better place to live.
D&D last night was totally epic! We had a costume party, and special Halloween addition of D&D. Steve has been thinking and planning for two weeks now so that we could do this. It was so awesome, we couldn't finish it last night, so we're planning on finishing it tonight. Also, our tiny character figurines came in. I got a human, even though I'm a...
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niobe:
Looks like a lot of fun was had by all. 
Looks like a lot of fun was had by all. 
ultimatelewser:
Doctor Insano? 
This morning I woke up at six, cause my insomnia woke me up early, and I thought I wouldn't be able to go back to sleep. My doctor won't refill my meds, so I demanded I see him next week so I can get my fucking meds. Its been over three weeks since I've had a good nights sleep. My sister decided to stay home...
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niobe:
Is your name Alexander? *hugs*
the_libertine:
Breathe, sweetie. This will pass... it will. It may not feel like it but it will. Sooner rather than later. Just hang on and try to get through.
*hugs*
*hugs*
Ok...I'll admit it. I'll admit everything.
I'm jealous of my amazing friends. I'm jealous of my best friend's girlfriend...she got the best guy there is. I always wished he loved me like I loved him. I'm jealous of my other best friend...cause she's amazing, and beautiful, and everyone loves her...and I wish she loved me like I love her. I always fall for my best...
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I'm jealous of my amazing friends. I'm jealous of my best friend's girlfriend...she got the best guy there is. I always wished he loved me like I loved him. I'm jealous of my other best friend...cause she's amazing, and beautiful, and everyone loves her...and I wish she loved me like I love her. I always fall for my best...
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mydogfarted:
I was scared like that too. I'm still scare of khoos getting fed up with my mental instability, taking the girls and moving back to Canada. I feel like I'd deserve it too. But something buried deep inside under all that fear, there is something that tells me she's not. If you're that afraid, there is no need to fall for him. Just stumble towards him and see if he catches you.
giggles:
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Anyone know of any quick, cheap, and easy creative costumes I could put together before Saturday? I'm kinda in a jam, I waited till the last minute to think of something, and now I have nothing to wear to the Halloween party on Saturday. Someone please give me some ideas! Thanks.
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giggles:
a care bear or an animal useing a sweat suit with a hoodie
losty:
No problems, babelicious. Sometimes we just need to let things out. It's the healthiest option.
EXHALE the negative.
INHALE the postive.
EXHALE the negative.
INHALE the postive.
I feel the need to do something musical or creative. I feel the need to learn something new. I feel the need to start a new project. I feel the need to get in touch with old friends. I feel the need to start a new chapter in my life. I feel the need to take a leap of faith. I feel the need to...
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niobe:
Getting involved in new hobbies is always fun.
giggles:
i'd like to learn a instrument
I'm done trying. I have no confidence in human existence anymore. I was perfectly content having no emotion whatsoever, and replacing love with meaningless sex. Then this guy comes a long...and you should know, I told myself I'd never fall for another man, or ever be in another relationship...and this guy comes along, and opens my heart, breaks down my walls, and makes me feel...
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giggles:
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I like it next to the bookcase.
niobe:
Any good books?
giggles:
i like it in my closet
Is it so bad to just want a normal life?
giggles:
no
losty:
Definitely not. I crave that too darling.
Honestly its all up to you, no pills, or doctors can save you/us....its our state of mind, that needs to change
I guess we need to try to be happy by yourselves, cus in reality nobody really cares...everybody has their own issues.
try writing, poetry, or other art outlets, it does help, releases some of the bottled frustration