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Friday Jan 07, 2011

Jan 7, 2011
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I am so fucking depressed right now.
If it wasn't for my medication, I probably would have done some serious physical damage.
However, its just been serious mental damage.
I wake up every morning, and lay in bed for a moment, pondering my life, wondering if its even worth it to get out of bed.
I need a routine, structure.
My life is so mundane.
I can't even get out of my head when leave my room.
I'm permanently stuck in this funk, in this depression.
Maybe its time for a med change.
Maybe I need a job...actually, I definitely need a job.
Rehearsals are starting soon, so hopefully that will help a little.
I'm banking on getting into college, so I'll have a permanent routine.
For now, I'm stuck in my house, stuck in my head, with no one to talk to.
Where did all my friends go?
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
giggles:
I am part of that friendless group too
Jan 8, 2011
robotclash:
I've been in ruts like this before, too. I solved it by going on random adventures, exploring places. Maybe you could try going out and exploring one day!
Jan 8, 2011

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