I am so fucking depressed right now.
If it wasn't for my medication, I probably would have done some serious physical damage.
However, its just been serious mental damage.
I wake up every morning, and lay in bed for a moment, pondering my life, wondering if its even worth it to get out of bed.
I need a routine, structure.
My life is so mundane.
I can't even get out of my head when leave my room.
I'm permanently stuck in this funk, in this depression.
Maybe its time for a med change.
Maybe I need a job...actually, I definitely need a job.
Rehearsals are starting soon, so hopefully that will help a little.
I'm banking on getting into college, so I'll have a permanent routine.
For now, I'm stuck in my house, stuck in my head, with no one to talk to.
Where did all my friends go?
If it wasn't for my medication, I probably would have done some serious physical damage.
However, its just been serious mental damage.
I wake up every morning, and lay in bed for a moment, pondering my life, wondering if its even worth it to get out of bed.
I need a routine, structure.
My life is so mundane.
I can't even get out of my head when leave my room.
I'm permanently stuck in this funk, in this depression.
Maybe its time for a med change.
Maybe I need a job...actually, I definitely need a job.
Rehearsals are starting soon, so hopefully that will help a little.
I'm banking on getting into college, so I'll have a permanent routine.
For now, I'm stuck in my house, stuck in my head, with no one to talk to.
Where did all my friends go?
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giggles:
I am part of that friendless group too
robotclash:
I've been in ruts like this before, too. I solved it by going on random adventures, exploring places. Maybe you could try going out and exploring one day!
