Do you ever have one of those unexpected moments when real life and song lyrics collide? Today I share with you "Passover" by Joy Division.
This is a crisis I knew had to come.
Destroying the balance I'd kept
Doubting, unsettling and turning around.
Wondering what will come next.
Is this the role that you wanted to live?
I was foolish to ask for so much.
Without the protection and infancy's guard
it all falls apart at first touch.
Watching the reel as it comes to a close
Brutally taking its time.
People who change for no reason at all.
It's happening all of the time
Can I go on with this train of events?
Disturbing and purging my mind
Back out of my duties, when all's said and done
I know that I'll lose every time
Moving along in our god-given ways
Safety is sat by the fire.
Sanctuary from these feverish smiles
Left with a mark on the door
Is this the gift that I wanted to give?
Forgive and forget's what they teach
Or pass through the deserts and wastelands once more
And watch as they drop by the beach
This is a crisis I knew had to come
Destroying the balance I'd kept
Turning around to the next set of lives
Wondering what will come next.
i have this absurd faith that everything will always come out okay in the end, even if it doesn't turn out the way one wants it too. i wish it was contagious. don't worry, sweets.