said maybe.. i dont really want to know... how your garden grows... cause i just wanna fly
You're a dirty needle
You're in my blood and there's no curing me
And I want to run
(like the blood from a wound)
To a place you can't see me
Cause love, like a blow to the head, has left me stunned and i'm reeling - yeah, I'm reeling
And if you go, furious angels will bring you back to me
You're a cold...
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You're in my blood and there's no curing me
And I want to run
(like the blood from a wound)
To a place you can't see me
Cause love, like a blow to the head, has left me stunned and i'm reeling - yeah, I'm reeling
And if you go, furious angels will bring you back to me
You're a cold...
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mercie:
interesting outlook. of course it must be easy to say Fuck this, I'm throwing caution to the wind and doing this princess shit! But there have t be many other things involved... for you, there's another side to this Cinderella story. And it's got to suck even if everything looks so promising.
Just think of how happy you are.... keep that in mind.
♥
Just think of how happy you are.... keep that in mind.
♥
anton:
How awesome is that song?
Every time I hear it I'm like 'dude, this is such a fucking awesome song.' Then I'm like 'but it's kind of retarded isn't it?' And then I'm like 'no, it's just really awesome.'
That's the verdict.
Every time I hear it I'm like 'dude, this is such a fucking awesome song.' Then I'm like 'but it's kind of retarded isn't it?' And then I'm like 'no, it's just really awesome.'
That's the verdict.
Im so tired right now... Normally i am tired from just sleeping and being emotionally drained. Right now im tired from running around, long drives and not getting enough alone time. But FUCK if i am going to complain! 
Apocolypse Itches.
Apocolypse Itches.
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rae:
i miss you
pulloffmywings:
I miss our late night chats!
but guess what, I have a computer at my fingertips whenever I please! I am an SG junkie again!
hooray!
but guess what, I have a computer at my fingertips whenever I please! I am an SG junkie again!
hooray!
baleeted for painful reason.
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misterclean:
sorry to hear it darlin'
hugs
hugs
mercie:
huh?
Look, your idea's been done. Hope this doesn't hurt to much, lol...
I love you though and still think you should do it!!!
xoxo
Look, your idea's been done. Hope this doesn't hurt to much, lol...
I love you though and still think you should do it!!!
xoxo
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waldo_jeffers:
Happy New Year!!
I hope you had a good festive break.
Do you have any plans for the New Year? I mean, is there anything you want to achieve in life this year, or are there any changes you want to make?
By the way, I have just finished standing in front of the mirror softly whispering "I love you" and wow, I ended up almost blowing myself a kiss (but then again I am a bit narcissistic). I really never noticed this before. Thanks for sharing that observation. Alas, it didn't work so well when I tried saying "I love whiskey"!!
I hope you had a good festive break.
Do you have any plans for the New Year? I mean, is there anything you want to achieve in life this year, or are there any changes you want to make?
By the way, I have just finished standing in front of the mirror softly whispering "I love you" and wow, I ended up almost blowing myself a kiss (but then again I am a bit narcissistic). I really never noticed this before. Thanks for sharing that observation. Alas, it didn't work so well when I tried saying "I love whiskey"!!
aj_paradiselost:
Hey beautiful, whats new?
This was supposed to be an entry all about the wilds and woes of christmas.
But i think the 8.9 quake and 20 foot tidal waves that ensued in the coastal regions of the Indian Ocean have caused me to pause and rethink what matters here.
I really want to find a way to help everyone there... especially in Indonesia. If i could, i would...
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But i think the 8.9 quake and 20 foot tidal waves that ensued in the coastal regions of the Indian Ocean have caused me to pause and rethink what matters here.
I really want to find a way to help everyone there... especially in Indonesia. If i could, i would...
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yuriel:
yeah scary...
yeah scary...
hellomrworld:
yesterday's quake was most frightful ... earth can really be nasty if its angry 
Finally a holiday song that i can bear to sing:
(yoinked from Thora's journal)
Jungle Cat Jungle Cat Jungle Cat rock
Jungle Cat growl and Jungle Cat squawk
Jungle Cat claw on a Jungle Cat paw
That's a Jungle Cat That's a Jungle Cat That's the Jungle Cat rock!
(yoinked from Thora's journal)
Jungle Cat Jungle Cat Jungle Cat rock
Jungle Cat growl and Jungle Cat squawk
Jungle Cat claw on a Jungle Cat paw
That's a Jungle Cat That's a Jungle Cat That's the Jungle Cat rock!
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radiofrank:
Happy Holidays, Cattra! 
fusionface:
Damn you spent Christams in the ER?! That suxs! Hope this Christmas goes so much better for ya!
Thanx for the love!
Thanx for the love!
Update 426 pm:
I just checked my Testimonials, and Thoraleft me the sweetest testimonial. She truly made me feel special. I love Thora! Also, i am now listening to one of my favorite CDS of all time, THANK YOU Sigh_Eternally for sending me "a cat shaped hole in my heart" I didnt realize how much of a hole that missing CD left in...
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I just checked my Testimonials, and Thoraleft me the sweetest testimonial. She truly made me feel special. I love Thora! Also, i am now listening to one of my favorite CDS of all time, THANK YOU Sigh_Eternally for sending me "a cat shaped hole in my heart" I didnt realize how much of a hole that missing CD left in...
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thora:
ooh, cat shaped hole, yes, that was my present to everyone for the longest!
keep meaning to tell you that you were right about Nakima being a thirsty lil kitten - that cat has an INSATIABLE appetite. And yes, he does jump in the shower with me; it's a trip, so cute and funny!
went to a Solstice party and found a lost cat on the way home. My bf tried to read the address on her collar, but she got scared (esp. when a passerby thought he was helping by trying to put her in a box) and she bit him - hard. He's at the ER now.
keep meaning to tell you that you were right about Nakima being a thirsty lil kitten - that cat has an INSATIABLE appetite. And yes, he does jump in the shower with me; it's a trip, so cute and funny!
went to a Solstice party and found a lost cat on the way home. My bf tried to read the address on her collar, but she got scared (esp. when a passerby thought he was helping by trying to put her in a box) and she bit him - hard. He's at the ER now.
fortysix_and_two:
1.What holiday are you celebrating this season?
Winter Solstice as well
2.Have you bought yourself anything while holiday shoppping?
Yeah, Knights of the Old Republic for X-Box.
3. Which movie that is in theatres right now are you most looking forward to seeing?
Darkness.
And dearie, warn a guy next time you're gonna put sets up, I almost got a nosebleed from being overwhelmed
Winter Solstice as well
2.Have you bought yourself anything while holiday shoppping?
Yeah, Knights of the Old Republic for X-Box.
3. Which movie that is in theatres right now are you most looking forward to seeing?
Darkness.
And dearie, warn a guy next time you're gonna put sets up, I almost got a nosebleed from being overwhelmed
Thank you to everyone for your kind words of wisdom the past few days. I have taken alot from what you all had to say on the issue of my friend, and i feel more at ease knowing that he has changed and it is not my fault. I will make sure to get to everyones journals today to thank you and say hallo.
Today...
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takakoshimizu:
I bought my falls on Ebay for $25, and they are such a bitch to get in.
You have a really pretty face BTW.
You have a really pretty face BTW.
sophie:
yes! i always think of my tattoos as living creatures. i don't know, in some weird sense... maybe they get up and party when i'm sleeping, or maybe they just sit still and send each other waves of communication through my body. i call them my creatures or my critters. you should fully write the story about them all running away and everyone having to go out looking for them. that has alot of potential.
no no my dear! i bow at your lovely feet!
no no my dear! i bow at your lovely feet!
longest entry ive posted, but i needed to get this out, and if you have time to read it, i would really like to wake up to some advice, thoughts, anything. Im lost right now. Dont worry, im a good writer, and its a good narrative
I cannot sleep. Im not sure if i will be able to. I cant shake these thoughts from my...
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prendick:
I'll try to sum up the what I'm feeling portion of the show with a bit of humor
in the end it all goes away(or...it's alright, if you don't think about it.)
easier said than done..right?! after all it just is...and like most things that "are" you can rest assured that you will soon take it for granted and barely take notice of it anymore.
Look...only he can prevent forest fires...no one can help us unless we let them help us.
My dad was (is) a sexual predator and my mom always said I'd grow up just like him...well, guess what I didn't. I live out my fantasies in my art, my mind my music and well, a few willing friends if you must know...nothing kinky...just a few fun mind games now and again to keep us sharp.
It's sad to see those we want close move so far away...good thing the world is round...someday they're gonna end up right back beside us.
Just sort of some free association...no real advice...accept that you are beautiful and you have a responsibility to you. Not everyone will accept all that love baby, so you got to keep the vessel in tact until they do.
Anyway, have a few breif moments of clarity and forgetfulness today and you'll be fine.
Lots of love...
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in the end it all goes away(or...it's alright, if you don't think about it.)
easier said than done..right?! after all it just is...and like most things that "are" you can rest assured that you will soon take it for granted and barely take notice of it anymore.
Look...only he can prevent forest fires...no one can help us unless we let them help us.
My dad was (is) a sexual predator and my mom always said I'd grow up just like him...well, guess what I didn't. I live out my fantasies in my art, my mind my music and well, a few willing friends if you must know...nothing kinky...just a few fun mind games now and again to keep us sharp.
It's sad to see those we want close move so far away...good thing the world is round...someday they're gonna end up right back beside us.
Just sort of some free association...no real advice...accept that you are beautiful and you have a responsibility to you. Not everyone will accept all that love baby, so you got to keep the vessel in tact until they do.
Anyway, have a few breif moments of clarity and forgetfulness today and you'll be fine.
Lots of love...
[Edited on Dec 18, 2004 12:50AM]
deceptiviewfilm:
Hmm...
I finally read both your journal and the article. It sounds very sad and he needs help more then jail time. I believe the father has his son bests interests at heart. As far as you and him well, you have been a great friend to him but you have your own life to live and a family as well. Do not beat yourself up over it. You've done everything you can for him. Just pray for him(if you pray) and hope he gets the assistance he needs.
I finally read both your journal and the article. It sounds very sad and he needs help more then jail time. I believe the father has his son bests interests at heart. As far as you and him well, you have been a great friend to him but you have your own life to live and a family as well. Do not beat yourself up over it. You've done everything you can for him. Just pray for him(if you pray) and hope he gets the assistance he needs.