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Ive just done something terribly responsible and i am in shock.
I paid my rent.
I paid my electric, cable and phone bills.
I bought a bed.

I think im growing up...

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
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kungfuvoodoo:
Sleep well, nest builder. kiss miao!!
waldo_jeffers:
Well done! This is just the beginning. Just wait until you've set up direct debits to ensure that they are always paid on time!! wink
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Im getting better!!!!!
YAY!
Thank yous and love kiss to everyone who said for me to get better. You are all fabulicious in my book!
Right now i am a ball of anxiety, waiting for KhaymanIPX to get out of Iraq and get his butt home. Right now it seems we are looking at the end of July for his arrival.. and i couldnt be happier....
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mercie:
Picturing you doing that makes me smile. I wish I had a love like yours.
erie11:
I do have a love like that smile and I second what XanaxBoy said. *hugs*

kiss skull ARRR!!! skull

Heart Erie
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Doing some late night early morning soul searching. In the last 24 hours i have had alot on my mind and realized just how selfish ive been towards my friends and everyone else. I dont want to be the bitter girl anymore. I have more than i deserve, and i need to stop trying to find flaws in others to account for my own self...
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homewrecker:
Nice seeing ou again. You're finally starting to sound a little less under the weather! Hope you make a full recovery soon - you're missing out on all the sgla coolness in the meantime.

Say hi to the tiger kitten for me.
yuriel:
lets give cattra lots and lots of mad love
YAY!@
hehe sorry im drained i promise in the future ill get back to better entries and comments to you and all others who actually give two shits about me wink biggrin
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Guten Tag!
Okay, so i am feeling much better today. I never imagined i would be so relieved to not be laying in bed and having people fuss over me. I really did like that part of being sick... all the fussing and concern, it made me feel loved. But now that i am getting better, the attention has worn off and i am in...
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jj_r0x0rz:
*hugsz*
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BABY CATTRA IN BONDAGE???
So last night my mom took me back to the hospital to get re-checked for my pneumonia. I was terribly weak and coughing worse than ever, it was quite scary. While i was sitting there in my hospital gown, i noticed the box of rubber gloves near the bed... no, im not going somewhere that dirty... anyways, i saw the gloves...
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thefreddy:
Damn, people still get pneumonia? Last time I had that shit was 5th grade. It sucked, but I got to stay outta school for a week, so I took the good with the bad.

As far as childhood hospital memories go...the only one I could remember(well, not actually remember, but my mom told me)was when I first came out of the womb and pissed on the doctor. Yeah fun times indeed.

Please please please feel better. smile kiss
mrmann:
I hope find some of those nice rubber tourniquets they keep in the hospitals for a souvenir and you get feeling better.
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Im so weak right now. My mom is sticking close by in case i need to go to the hospital. I felt her take my pulse three times while i was sleeping today. Last night was thedefeated's birthday dinner, and just taking a shower to get ready was exhausting. I was beat before we even left. Btw, today is her actual birthday, so pop...
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thora:
Really, you sensed a black and white kitten?
thora:
Brightest blessings and purrs.
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Remember how i said i wasnt feeling well the other day? Well, it went to my lungs. I spent the afternoon in the ER having breathing treatments with oxygen as well. They gave me vicodin for the coughing pain, along with a lot of other meds to take. Now my head is all loopy and i cant write for shite. Which sucks, as i am...
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mercie:
you can hide it under a breast as well. biggrin

kisses, hope i talk to ya laters. kiss
thora:
My Siamese kitty, Isis, used to take prednisone for asthsma, but she responds well to energy healing, and Rodin was on prednisone before he passed. The vet said it would take care of any neurological problem that was curable.
His ceremony and burial is tomorrow. The crematorium was supposed to have picked him up at the vet while we were in Europe and they didn't, so the vet called us yesterday and asked us when we were coming for the body. We thought we were waiting (more like saving up) to pick up his ashes!
We're going to help him come back to us. Our friend was doing a similar type of ritual and her cat was confused and kept trying to go back in the body and it would start moving and breathing every time she'd go in. But she figured it out, and a month later she was reborn, and 7 months later she was reintroduced to her human through a friend whose cat had had a litter. The cat who helped her on the astral plane was born into the same litter, and my friend took them both.
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Its sunday morning... the day that God chose to rest after he made the world. I only wish that i could rest and forget about this world like God sometimes does.
Its early, and i have just stumbled home from a party next door. We always have great parties... but this one was different. People that never would have noticed me did, and fawned over...
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thefreddy:
I honestly can't remember much of my middle school days, other than it sucked. All I remember was being picked on a lot by some classmates and making aquaintances with others. I look back and wonder how I ever survived it. How come I turned out the way I did despite what happen back then.

Some of my classmates weren't so lucky. One guy went to jail for robbing a chicken shack. This girl I knew had a baby at 15 or 16 to some dude who beats her. The others...I don't know. I haven't seen them in like ten years.

But I know it's all apart of growing. A little piece of you dies and another is born. That's life, and I'm just now, after all these years, getting use to it. I'm not happy about it, but I'm getting use to it. All I'm saying is that I feel you, girl smile

Please feel better darling
Freddy
kungfuvoodoo:
Heres a spinner that has made me happy, in hopes to make you happy as well.
I joined the site on the glory that was the prelude to my birthday. This is not a sex site. I joined for radical free expression of independent enlightened individuals exploding fearless handguns and shot guns of beauty and delight in mind, body, and spirit.

I am an advocate of life and the destruction of psychic traps and barriers to the soul.

While just being, Thora reached into my imagination and became kindred. As an artist and musician, I listened to the ritual sound of the web site and felt home. I admire life as the work of art, and after that everything you touch is funky vibalitious.

I saw the loss of her darling and remembered my familiar in the aether, and spirit, instinctual like a reptile brain, came words in remembrance. I lost not just a cat dear, but a friend, teacher, and constant companion through some of the toughest years of my life.

His name Catfish, and I never knew why. I entered your profile and the word just slapped me in the head. Of course he is Piscean, and his mother named him such. Thank you for solving on of my most persistent mysteries. I will always be grateful and in your debt.

It is crazy, the wily hand of serendipity.

I was thinking of a writers group with the word list game. Would you be game?

As to Latin, Sanskrit, Japanese, French, Spanish, Italian, Chinese, and Petroglyphs / Hieroglyphs, classes I have taken, I havent mastered any for the language requirement for a bachelors degree, so I minored in linguistics instead after all those languages. My brother is the Latin expert. I am just a jack of trades.

Here is a fun link. We can use this site for inside coolness if you desire.
Take care, and enjoy more Popsicles.
P.S. To cry is to return and at least you still feel and that will center your course, lol
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So im feeling a bit better now. All of your get well wishes were well recieved and working hard!
thedefeated and i are going to the sea caves today to take pictures. Im going to do a mini set looking like a marooned femme pirate fatale. Ive never really had anyone take photos of me like that before (no, my high school fuck buddy pretending...
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mineux:
*swoon* he loves me! love
quasi_sean:
And There Was A Wheel...

...that I was tied to, but not tight enough in my opinion. But I guess this wasn't so much about making me happy, as it was showing the beauty of sex and destruction as a combination that most people would never be able to comprehend.

The Spinner spun the wheel with an insane force that drove even the cat wild, and he smiled with that reptile grin of his. It landed on the spot he hoped it would, and as he stared as his assistants finished with my nude body, he passed to them handguns, keeping the shotgun for himself.

He counted down from 3....2...1...

and I freed myself...stepping down from the wheel...and strolling by the audience in all my glory...leaving an angry host to fend for himself.
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buggary. im sick. i feel like my head is a balloon about to float off at any moment and not in the '"cool im on drugs!"' sort of way i usually prefer.
My cat got 2 teeth pulled today. He has a bruised nose from smashing it into the cat carrier. Poor kitty blackeyed miao!!
My car got a new starter today and an oilchange. Mom payed....
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machiavel:
Sorry skull skull skull
zgrat:
ooh, that sucks frown get well soon hon.
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Is it a bad thing to be so sad that you want to gag yourself so you can puke your heart out of your body?

Is it a bad thing to become callous because people you realize that people dont treat you like you treat them?

Is it wrong to want to tell all the people that have been hurting me lately to fuck off...
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cedar:
hahhahahaa! that's totally awesome that i'm working on one of thoes damned orders right now!
and drooling lollipop goodness all over it none the less. tongue
jesuscomplex:
Hey there, I see you are from Torrance and the same age as me. I'm just curious as to what high school you graduated from. I graduated from North in '98.
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If there is one person you can't stop thinking about post this sentence in your journal. (ty Cedar)

This is hour 31 of no sleep. I wonder how much longer it will continue. I couldnt sleep in my apartment last night as my kitties werent there and all the bumps in the night and morning were unfamiliar. Im very glad to be spending the night...
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rae:
sleep... hopefully you get that tonight sweets
yuriel:
31 hours without sleep
GO TO BED NOW! eeek
ive done that before... sometimes its fun but its a bit much haha
heheh ahhaha you two make mad love and wreck shit biggrin
bleh that sucks
*hugs you*
I hope he is home soona nd you two are happy and such smile
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